
She wasn't sure where the fuck she was trying to run to. She just knew it needed to not be at the cove.
The effects of the Heal Bell were wearing off faster than she was anticipating it to. Just what the fuck even was that flame? Why was it making her own burn have a fucking meltdown like this? She didn't have time for it. She wanted to lay down, she wanted to nap, she wanted to scream, she needed to treat this unbearable tingling, and she felt like she simply didn't have time for
any of it. The clock was ticking. For all they knew, the culprit had already struck again, and they were all too busy fighting off some murderous asshole in his Espeon's body to notice.
When she made it upon the familiar sight of the beautiful lake, she threw her bag down on the grass and dropped to her knees, yanking it open and beginning to rifle around in it. By this point, she was already sweating, and letting loose a slew of Kalosian curses.
"Where is it...where the fuck is it..."
Gods, it hurt
so fucking bad.
She began curl and uncurl her fingers, as if squeezing at an imaginary stress ball. Or rather, Clovis's hand. Or Guzma's. She could hear both of their voices as she desperately tried to find the stupid ointment.
Squeeze my hand. Hold it. I know you can do it harder than that, Clovis used to coax her. He'd rub her knuckles while she cringed through the pain and the numbness. That was back when it went away on it's own.
You got this. I know it hurts, but you've gotta hard grip. I feel ya, yer good. Guzma never fucking shut up when he was the one in her grasp, even while he rubbed her arm down with the stuff meant to stop the pain. Honestly, it was helpful. It always kept her mind off of how fucking bad it would hurt.
Right now, all she had was the occasional splash of water as a fish breached, and the distant buzzing of cicadas. It wasn't enough.
It wasn't enough to distract her from the burn. It wasn't enough to distract her from replaying the sound of the gunshot in her head, over and over again. It wasn't enough to block her from any sense of guilt she was feeling.
He deserved it, he deserved it, he deserved it.
He did deserve it. It was coming. He was lucky it had only been the leg.
And yet, all she could think about on top of that was
every other time she'd been forced to fire that gun. She'd never felt this bad after firing, but how long had it been since she'd shot at anybody? It was years at this point, wasn't it? Why was she traumatized by her own fucking gun?
Dorien. Those fucking guards. All of them...

"Je ne peux pas le trouver putain," she yelled, her voice cracking under the force of a sob.
"Je ne peux pas... putain le trouver. J'en ai besoin. Ce n'est pas ici."

Enora rushed up into the clearing not long after Odette had fallen to her knees. As the girl broke down, she gingerly walked forward.
"Take a deep breath. Let me look, okay?" she said softly, using her ribbons to pull the bag out of Odette's grasp.

Meanwhile, Odile crouched down next to Odette, watching as she tried with no luck to rub some more feeling back into that burned arm.
"̴I̴ ̵k̴n̸o̸w̵ ̷i̸t̶'̸s̴ ̴i̷n̷ ̶t̶h̶e̸r̶e̶,̶"̴ she said quietly.
̸"̵I̶ ̸w̸a̷t̷c̶h̵e̸d̵ ̵y̷o̶u̶ ̷p̵a̷c̶k̸ ̸i̸t̷.̴ ̴S̸o̷ ̴i̵t̸'̵s̵ ̵o̵k̵a̵y̷,̷ ̶y̷o̴u̸ ̴d̶o̶n̴'̴t̵ ̵n̶e̴e̷d̴ ̵t̸o̶ ̵c̶r̷y̶.̵"̶

"I know I don't need to cry, and I am
not fucking crying, I am having a
fucking panic attack because my
fucking arm hurts, and there is a
massive difference."
"̴W̴e̴l̸l̶,̶"̶ she said slowly, falling down to her rear. ̶
"̴T̴h̷e̵r̴e̵'̵s̶ ̴t̶e̴a̷r̵s̶ ̷w̸i̶t̴h̷ ̴b̸o̶t̵h̷ ̴o̸f̸ ̴t̸h̶e̵m̷.̷ ̴B̸u̷t̸ ̴I̷ ̴k̸n̶o̵w̴ ̴t̸h̸e̷ ̶o̴i̴n̷t̶m̷e̸n̷t̸ ̸i̸s̷ ̵i̸n̷ ̴t̴h̴e̸r̵e̷,̴ ̷a̵n̷d̵ ̶E̵n̷o̸r̶a̴ ̸w̸i̵l̴l̷ ̸f̴i̷n̸d̵ ̴i̵t̵ ̶b̴e̶c̴a̷u̵s̷e̶ ̸s̴h̸e̷'̶s̸ ̶g̸o̶o̸d̷ ̷a̷t̷ ̸f̷i̵n̴d̸i̴n̷g̵ ̶s̴t̵u̴p̵i̴d̵ ̸l̴i̶t̷t̷l̷e̸ ̴t̶h̵i̶n̵g̷s̵ ̶l̵i̵k̸e̸ ̴t̸h̸a̷t̸.̴"̷

No sooner had Odile spoken did Enora pull the glass tub of the prescribed topical out of Odette's backpack. From the front pocket, no less.
"That is correct. It was in the best spot possible. Made it very easy for me," she said as happily as she could manage all while twisting the top off with her ribbon. She was quick to scoop some of the cooling ointment up with her paw, and went to work firmly rubbing it into Odette's gnarled skin.
"
See, you had it. It'll be alright."
Enora desperately wanted to drag Odette back to the damn infirmary. But, she wouldn't say that now. Not when she clearly had so much else going through her head.
"In the meantime, I think you should put your head down and breathe, alright?"