Broken minds
Diamondseed345
Pokémon Trainer
- Pronouns
- He/him
The morning sun had never been so beautiful. The artistry of nature was something that mankind, nor any sapient species throughout the cosmos would be able to replicate. Whether that be a sunrise over the Alolan sea, the soft bioluminescent glow of an alien forest, or the crashing waves of the frozen lands of Sinnoh or Galar. Who exactly would this artist be?
Folks in the days of yore would have said that Almighty Sinnoh wove the tapestry of the Earth countless years ago. Others meanwhile, might say Arceus. There was a huge Monotheistic religion revolving around the supposed deity. In Alola, they'd say that the four gods control the world. Whatever the case may be, nature always had an unmatched Beauty.
Unlike the concepts of beauty and perfection Lusamine had, the beauty of nature had no human limits to it, in a way. Unlike her pursuit for a child as perfect as her no matter what, nature had no need to bring harm. It didn't have the sterile definitions Lusamine had given it either, with all the colors on the spectrum. Lusamines definition of Beauty, was white sterility. Cold, white and gold walls, with no emotion to them. But when it comes to the beauty of the human form, Lusamine thought she had been the magnum opus, and thought everything she managed had to be as perfect as her. Whether that be the stark white Aether Paradise, or her own children, be they blood related or not.
What caused his mind to be tainted? What caused him to be driven away? Did he not trust her? Where did she go wrong? Did she do something wrong?
All these thoughts went through Lusamines mind, as she watched the sunrise through her hospital window on Ula Ula. The Foundation hadn't been equipped to deal with these kinds of injuries, folks even said she was lucky to be alive. But her being Fortunate enough to survive didn't even cross her mind, as all she could think of was him. Her timid little angel, who at one point was perfect like her. Where did he go? Where was he?Did whatever harmed her hurt him too? It seemed that she had been suffering from a form of amnesia due to her injuries, as she could not remember that HE was the one that did this to him.
But that was not the only thing she couldn't remember. What Elio had once been was dashed from her memory. No longer was he the son of a Kantonian immigrant, she couldn't even remember Akari in any shape or form. He was her child, her son, her biological son. He was her youngest son, her perfect son, her heir. The heir to her empire, he was all that was on her mind. Her own looks, her desire to be perfect came last, that could be fixed later. She wanted him back, she wanted all of them back. Yet Something told her HE would come back to her, someway somehow. He had to, it would hurt her soul to the he was out in that cruel world alone. Not to mention the anarchy the region fell into due to the recent turn of events.
If he were to be hurt due to these recent events, she didn't know what she would do. But she knew someone who she worked with before, who she'd be able to use to find her "son." She'd do anything to have him back, he mattered more than those... heathens she was related to. She would have them back in time, but her youngest was her top priority.
But there was a large chance he wouldn't even have to come back on his own volition. A man in a hoodie, with sun glasses and a face mask, had come to visit her. A man who she had worked with multiple times before, and had intended to continue working with in the future.
He lowered his hood, and removed his face mask, revealing who he truly was. The leader of Team Skull in his full, and for once didn't have his golden chain out in the open. Maybe he didn't have his chain on, or perhaps it was hidden under his hoodie. Didn't matter, as neither of the two seemed to care.
"Morning Miss Prez. Been a while, has it not?"
"I guess it has..." her voice was muffled due to the bandages across her face.
"I have to say... when I first saw you like that, I thought you weren't going to make it."
"Oh ha-ha, like I haven't heard that from almost every doctor and nurse here..."
"Lets not talk about your injuries here prez. You called me here for a reason. What was that reason?"
"Yes yes... I can tell you why. But first, can you lend me my phone then?"
"Sure..."
He grabbed the phone off the desk, and had taken a gander at it for a moment. It had a golden casing, and surprisingly hadn't been enhanced by a Rotom. Alot of folks these days had a Rotom as a companion, partially to enhance their devices, partially as a companion. Hell, even that Kantonian kid had a Rotom accompany him in that fancy Pokédex of his. Though he brushed off those thoughts, and gave Lusamine her phone.
She pulled up the photo app, then proceeded to show Guzma A photo of her and Elio, before his memories came back to him.
"Do you recognize this child?"
"He looks familiar, I'll say that. That a younger photo of Gladion?"
"Not exactly... he's my youngest son. I lost him in Kanto years ago, and we were only reunited recently. I haven't been notified to his whereabouts as of late... he hasn't even come to visit me here. I want you to find him. If he's out there in Alola during all this anarchy, there's a severe chance he could get hurt. I want you to find him, and bring him home safe..."
"When did he go missing?"
Lusamine was silent for a moment, trying to get past the gaps in her memory.
"I... can't remember... all I know is that he went missing recently. But you know Gladion and Lillie have been missing for much longer."
"Yes Ms. Prez, I'm well aware of that."
"Well then..." Guzma said, getting up from his seat.
"Where do you want us to start?"
Lusamine immediately had a straight answer to this question. "Search the whole region... we don't have any knowledge of what happened to him, I have no knowledge. I... sent him to bed a few days ago, and I woke up in this place. It feels like there's an empty void in-between then and now, its strange. A good starting place might be in the refugee camps. Say the one on Mount Hokulani nearby, or by Hau'oli.
If he is anywhere, he would be bound to stay there. That is, if he isn't with his siblings."
"If he is with them, I already know where to look. We'd be able to collect them in one fell swoop."
"That would be preferable."
Meanwhile, on the other side of the region, the Aether ghost had been traveling south. Elio was intending to travel to Hau'oli, to buy supplies with what little amounts of money he had collected from the occasional battle. Trainer battles helped to keep his mind off of what he had become. Surprisingly, Lusamine hadn't hindered his skills as a trainer, even if he only had one pokémon now. He would sweep teams of three and four, with precision and efficiency. He always seemed to be in his own little world when in a battle, with an almost blank stare, but that smile. He always seemed to enjoy battles, though others thought that smile look on his face was a bit creepy, particularly Hau. But hey, whatever works for him, still worked now.
Eventually, he had made it to the outskirts of Hau'oli, yet due to traveling for all day and night, he had been exhausted. Luckily for him, on the outskirts was a small motel, but there was something he had noticed around it. Multiple tents had been propped up around it as well as the close by berry fields, where people still seemed to be working. Lots of people were in the area actually, though they were mostly refugees from the storm. Some of them had dirt all over their clothes, as they hadn't seemed to have washed them since the disaster. A couple of Red-Cross employees lending a hand. Some were cooking, some were helping to wash clothes, there was even a nurse from a pokécenter caring for injured pokémon from trainers who came to MeleMele.
"What the hell happened here?" He was slightly shocked to see how many people and tents had been in the area, completely dumbfounded. But then he remembered something Lusamine had told him, she told him that a hurricane had passed through the region. Did MeleMele get hit too? No no, it couldn't have. The area didn't seem devastated, the only sign of the storm he had seen was this camp.
Did they come here for refuge? How many other islands were hit? Were the others okay? Where were they?
Questions that had to be answered, but he had been too tired to do anything about it. It would be a good idea to rest at this motel, but he couldn't stay long. All that he needed was a drink and some sleep, but then he would need to keep moving. He was sure that the Foundation had learned of his escape at this point, so he felt that he couldn't stay in one place for very long. He wouldn't let them find him, because God knows what they do after what he did. He killed Lusamine. He. Killed. Her. Or at least he thought he did, and the thought of him being responsible for a humans death made him sick to his stomach. Even if Lusamine deserved death, or even worse due to what she had done to him, she was still a human being. He would have wanted to just sneak out after freeing Selene, snuck onto a boat and come home.
Selene, what he would have done to save her. He regretted not doing what he could to save her, but what was he to do? She was frozen in a block of ice, and Lusamine had snuck up on him. He didn't even know if Silvally would have been able to destroy the ice, but if it could, what would he have done? Carry the unconscious Selene out onto a boat? What if she was killed by it?
He had felt immense guilt for not even trying to help her, but what was he to do??
He couldn't do anything but run, yet the guilt was palpable. Who wouldn't feel guilty for having no choice but to leave their younger sibling behind?
'Get your mind off of it. You'll breakdown in the middle of this camp...'
He made his way into the hotel, to find that there was only one person inside. It was the receptionist, who seemed to be writing in some kind of log. He was an older man, one of a bigger build. Not fat, but burly you could say. Like those who participate in strong men competitions in other regions. Elio didn't really pay to much attention to the mans features though, as he noticed that there was a vending machine in the corner of the room. Elio was actually a little excited at the prospect of this, as he would actually be able to drink something that wasn't water for once.
When he thought he was the son of Lusamine, he could only have water. He didn't even get access to Tea, juice, or any kind of soda, so the prospect of being able to drink a Lipton was almost like living in luxury. Not like he had been living like that with Lusamine mind you.
But then he found that all his favorite drinks in the vending machine were... completely sold out! It was completely empty, even the Liptons were gone!
"Dammit!"
The man jumped from Elios sudden outburst, messing up his log slightly. No matter, he'd be able to fix that in time.
"Welcome young one, I presume you want a room here?"
"Oh, yeah... yeah, sorry about what I just did. How much is a room?"
"A room is 800 dollars."
"Cheaper than I thought it would be, there any reason?"
"Gotta help these refugees in anyway I can, so I made the motels rooms much cheaper. Usually the prices are much more than this."
Is that so?
"Well how high are they? Before the storm I mean."
"2400 dollars."
"Wow, that's expensive."
"Well hey, a man has to make money."
Elio handed him the amount of money needed.
"Excellent, here's the key to your room. Yours is the room closest to the lobby."
"Cool cool, thank you sir..."
Elio went to leave the lobby when the receptionist called for his attention again.
"Oi!"
He turned around. "You need something sir?"
"Yeah, there was something I wanted to ask."
"Ask away then."
"Whats with that... choker around your neck?"
"Oh... that."
'I was hoping nobody would ask about that...' Elio thought, scratching at the choker.
"I've been intending to remove it... its uncomfortable."
"Well why haven't you tried to remove it?"
"I've... had my reasons for that."
Elio left the lobby, and made his way into his room. When he made it in, he just let himself fall onto the twin sized bed inside. He was just staring at the Ceiling until he fell asleep.
His sleep was dreamless, no nightmares of the experiments, nor fake memories of being a street rat. Nothing, nothing but darkness. Might that be better? There's a chance that a dreamless sleep might be better for him.
Hours later as the sun was setting, his eyes fluttered back open. His mouth felt dry, and he still felt tired, tired and thirsty. Luckily for him, he had a solution to his, a way to kill 2 birds with one stone. He went into the bathroom, and turned the faucet on above the sink. He used his hands as a makeshift cup to hold water, and drank through it. The water was cool and crisp better than anything he had in a long time.
After that, he splashed the water on his face. He could feel the individual icey rivulets running down his face, it had felt invigorating. It was refreshing even.
He grabbed a washcloth and soaked it, and after wiping his face, he looked at himself in the mirror. Every time he had seen his new complexion, his heart would sink. No part of who he once was remained, apart from his facial structure. His skin, now almost a pure white, with none of the scars left from before. Even from the amputation, as the FFE had covered up any scar from before he was dunked in that vat of goo. His eyes still had that glow to them, even with the toxic green color. What could you call it now? Was it still ambition?
To him, it looked as if his face was shifting to that of others.
His
Gladions
Lillies
Lusamines
It then shifted back to his. He was one of them. Their clone in every way, other than genetics as well as shape. Their brother. Her son.
Who would he even be considered now? A Yö? An Elsa-Mina? Wae he even anyone? Could he even be considered as nothing but a shell or who he once was? He wanted to be a Yö, he even felt like he was one. But then again, it felt like he was an Elsa-Mina, and he unconsciously felt as if Lillie and Gladion were his siblings.
You could say he could've been both. Both minds, the Foundations Heir and the future Alolan champion, melded into one. Melded into one, like gummy candies melting into a glob in a Summers heat.
Never the less, Elio knew what he had to do, melded minds or not. He had to press on.
Chapters end.
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Folks in the days of yore would have said that Almighty Sinnoh wove the tapestry of the Earth countless years ago. Others meanwhile, might say Arceus. There was a huge Monotheistic religion revolving around the supposed deity. In Alola, they'd say that the four gods control the world. Whatever the case may be, nature always had an unmatched Beauty.
Unlike the concepts of beauty and perfection Lusamine had, the beauty of nature had no human limits to it, in a way. Unlike her pursuit for a child as perfect as her no matter what, nature had no need to bring harm. It didn't have the sterile definitions Lusamine had given it either, with all the colors on the spectrum. Lusamines definition of Beauty, was white sterility. Cold, white and gold walls, with no emotion to them. But when it comes to the beauty of the human form, Lusamine thought she had been the magnum opus, and thought everything she managed had to be as perfect as her. Whether that be the stark white Aether Paradise, or her own children, be they blood related or not.
What caused his mind to be tainted? What caused him to be driven away? Did he not trust her? Where did she go wrong? Did she do something wrong?
All these thoughts went through Lusamines mind, as she watched the sunrise through her hospital window on Ula Ula. The Foundation hadn't been equipped to deal with these kinds of injuries, folks even said she was lucky to be alive. But her being Fortunate enough to survive didn't even cross her mind, as all she could think of was him. Her timid little angel, who at one point was perfect like her. Where did he go? Where was he?Did whatever harmed her hurt him too? It seemed that she had been suffering from a form of amnesia due to her injuries, as she could not remember that HE was the one that did this to him.
But that was not the only thing she couldn't remember. What Elio had once been was dashed from her memory. No longer was he the son of a Kantonian immigrant, she couldn't even remember Akari in any shape or form. He was her child, her son, her biological son. He was her youngest son, her perfect son, her heir. The heir to her empire, he was all that was on her mind. Her own looks, her desire to be perfect came last, that could be fixed later. She wanted him back, she wanted all of them back. Yet Something told her HE would come back to her, someway somehow. He had to, it would hurt her soul to the he was out in that cruel world alone. Not to mention the anarchy the region fell into due to the recent turn of events.
If he were to be hurt due to these recent events, she didn't know what she would do. But she knew someone who she worked with before, who she'd be able to use to find her "son." She'd do anything to have him back, he mattered more than those... heathens she was related to. She would have them back in time, but her youngest was her top priority.
But there was a large chance he wouldn't even have to come back on his own volition. A man in a hoodie, with sun glasses and a face mask, had come to visit her. A man who she had worked with multiple times before, and had intended to continue working with in the future.
He lowered his hood, and removed his face mask, revealing who he truly was. The leader of Team Skull in his full, and for once didn't have his golden chain out in the open. Maybe he didn't have his chain on, or perhaps it was hidden under his hoodie. Didn't matter, as neither of the two seemed to care.
"Morning Miss Prez. Been a while, has it not?"
"I guess it has..." her voice was muffled due to the bandages across her face.
"I have to say... when I first saw you like that, I thought you weren't going to make it."
"Oh ha-ha, like I haven't heard that from almost every doctor and nurse here..."
"Lets not talk about your injuries here prez. You called me here for a reason. What was that reason?"
"Yes yes... I can tell you why. But first, can you lend me my phone then?"
"Sure..."
He grabbed the phone off the desk, and had taken a gander at it for a moment. It had a golden casing, and surprisingly hadn't been enhanced by a Rotom. Alot of folks these days had a Rotom as a companion, partially to enhance their devices, partially as a companion. Hell, even that Kantonian kid had a Rotom accompany him in that fancy Pokédex of his. Though he brushed off those thoughts, and gave Lusamine her phone.
She pulled up the photo app, then proceeded to show Guzma A photo of her and Elio, before his memories came back to him.
"Do you recognize this child?"
"He looks familiar, I'll say that. That a younger photo of Gladion?"
"Not exactly... he's my youngest son. I lost him in Kanto years ago, and we were only reunited recently. I haven't been notified to his whereabouts as of late... he hasn't even come to visit me here. I want you to find him. If he's out there in Alola during all this anarchy, there's a severe chance he could get hurt. I want you to find him, and bring him home safe..."
"When did he go missing?"
Lusamine was silent for a moment, trying to get past the gaps in her memory.
"I... can't remember... all I know is that he went missing recently. But you know Gladion and Lillie have been missing for much longer."
"Yes Ms. Prez, I'm well aware of that."
"Well then..." Guzma said, getting up from his seat.
"Where do you want us to start?"
Lusamine immediately had a straight answer to this question. "Search the whole region... we don't have any knowledge of what happened to him, I have no knowledge. I... sent him to bed a few days ago, and I woke up in this place. It feels like there's an empty void in-between then and now, its strange. A good starting place might be in the refugee camps. Say the one on Mount Hokulani nearby, or by Hau'oli.
If he is anywhere, he would be bound to stay there. That is, if he isn't with his siblings."
"If he is with them, I already know where to look. We'd be able to collect them in one fell swoop."
"That would be preferable."
Meanwhile, on the other side of the region, the Aether ghost had been traveling south. Elio was intending to travel to Hau'oli, to buy supplies with what little amounts of money he had collected from the occasional battle. Trainer battles helped to keep his mind off of what he had become. Surprisingly, Lusamine hadn't hindered his skills as a trainer, even if he only had one pokémon now. He would sweep teams of three and four, with precision and efficiency. He always seemed to be in his own little world when in a battle, with an almost blank stare, but that smile. He always seemed to enjoy battles, though others thought that smile look on his face was a bit creepy, particularly Hau. But hey, whatever works for him, still worked now.
Eventually, he had made it to the outskirts of Hau'oli, yet due to traveling for all day and night, he had been exhausted. Luckily for him, on the outskirts was a small motel, but there was something he had noticed around it. Multiple tents had been propped up around it as well as the close by berry fields, where people still seemed to be working. Lots of people were in the area actually, though they were mostly refugees from the storm. Some of them had dirt all over their clothes, as they hadn't seemed to have washed them since the disaster. A couple of Red-Cross employees lending a hand. Some were cooking, some were helping to wash clothes, there was even a nurse from a pokécenter caring for injured pokémon from trainers who came to MeleMele.
"What the hell happened here?" He was slightly shocked to see how many people and tents had been in the area, completely dumbfounded. But then he remembered something Lusamine had told him, she told him that a hurricane had passed through the region. Did MeleMele get hit too? No no, it couldn't have. The area didn't seem devastated, the only sign of the storm he had seen was this camp.
Did they come here for refuge? How many other islands were hit? Were the others okay? Where were they?
Questions that had to be answered, but he had been too tired to do anything about it. It would be a good idea to rest at this motel, but he couldn't stay long. All that he needed was a drink and some sleep, but then he would need to keep moving. He was sure that the Foundation had learned of his escape at this point, so he felt that he couldn't stay in one place for very long. He wouldn't let them find him, because God knows what they do after what he did. He killed Lusamine. He. Killed. Her. Or at least he thought he did, and the thought of him being responsible for a humans death made him sick to his stomach. Even if Lusamine deserved death, or even worse due to what she had done to him, she was still a human being. He would have wanted to just sneak out after freeing Selene, snuck onto a boat and come home.
Selene, what he would have done to save her. He regretted not doing what he could to save her, but what was he to do? She was frozen in a block of ice, and Lusamine had snuck up on him. He didn't even know if Silvally would have been able to destroy the ice, but if it could, what would he have done? Carry the unconscious Selene out onto a boat? What if she was killed by it?
He had felt immense guilt for not even trying to help her, but what was he to do??
He couldn't do anything but run, yet the guilt was palpable. Who wouldn't feel guilty for having no choice but to leave their younger sibling behind?
'Get your mind off of it. You'll breakdown in the middle of this camp...'
He made his way into the hotel, to find that there was only one person inside. It was the receptionist, who seemed to be writing in some kind of log. He was an older man, one of a bigger build. Not fat, but burly you could say. Like those who participate in strong men competitions in other regions. Elio didn't really pay to much attention to the mans features though, as he noticed that there was a vending machine in the corner of the room. Elio was actually a little excited at the prospect of this, as he would actually be able to drink something that wasn't water for once.
When he thought he was the son of Lusamine, he could only have water. He didn't even get access to Tea, juice, or any kind of soda, so the prospect of being able to drink a Lipton was almost like living in luxury. Not like he had been living like that with Lusamine mind you.
But then he found that all his favorite drinks in the vending machine were... completely sold out! It was completely empty, even the Liptons were gone!
"Dammit!"
The man jumped from Elios sudden outburst, messing up his log slightly. No matter, he'd be able to fix that in time.
"Welcome young one, I presume you want a room here?"
"Oh, yeah... yeah, sorry about what I just did. How much is a room?"
"A room is 800 dollars."
"Cheaper than I thought it would be, there any reason?"
"Gotta help these refugees in anyway I can, so I made the motels rooms much cheaper. Usually the prices are much more than this."
Is that so?
"Well how high are they? Before the storm I mean."
"2400 dollars."
"Wow, that's expensive."
"Well hey, a man has to make money."
Elio handed him the amount of money needed.
"Excellent, here's the key to your room. Yours is the room closest to the lobby."
"Cool cool, thank you sir..."
Elio went to leave the lobby when the receptionist called for his attention again.
"Oi!"
He turned around. "You need something sir?"
"Yeah, there was something I wanted to ask."
"Ask away then."
"Whats with that... choker around your neck?"
"Oh... that."
'I was hoping nobody would ask about that...' Elio thought, scratching at the choker.
"I've been intending to remove it... its uncomfortable."
"Well why haven't you tried to remove it?"
"I've... had my reasons for that."
Elio left the lobby, and made his way into his room. When he made it in, he just let himself fall onto the twin sized bed inside. He was just staring at the Ceiling until he fell asleep.
His sleep was dreamless, no nightmares of the experiments, nor fake memories of being a street rat. Nothing, nothing but darkness. Might that be better? There's a chance that a dreamless sleep might be better for him.
Hours later as the sun was setting, his eyes fluttered back open. His mouth felt dry, and he still felt tired, tired and thirsty. Luckily for him, he had a solution to his, a way to kill 2 birds with one stone. He went into the bathroom, and turned the faucet on above the sink. He used his hands as a makeshift cup to hold water, and drank through it. The water was cool and crisp better than anything he had in a long time.
After that, he splashed the water on his face. He could feel the individual icey rivulets running down his face, it had felt invigorating. It was refreshing even.
He grabbed a washcloth and soaked it, and after wiping his face, he looked at himself in the mirror. Every time he had seen his new complexion, his heart would sink. No part of who he once was remained, apart from his facial structure. His skin, now almost a pure white, with none of the scars left from before. Even from the amputation, as the FFE had covered up any scar from before he was dunked in that vat of goo. His eyes still had that glow to them, even with the toxic green color. What could you call it now? Was it still ambition?
To him, it looked as if his face was shifting to that of others.
His
Gladions
Lillies
Lusamines
It then shifted back to his. He was one of them. Their clone in every way, other than genetics as well as shape. Their brother. Her son.
Who would he even be considered now? A Yö? An Elsa-Mina? Wae he even anyone? Could he even be considered as nothing but a shell or who he once was? He wanted to be a Yö, he even felt like he was one. But then again, it felt like he was an Elsa-Mina, and he unconsciously felt as if Lillie and Gladion were his siblings.
You could say he could've been both. Both minds, the Foundations Heir and the future Alolan champion, melded into one. Melded into one, like gummy candies melting into a glob in a Summers heat.
Never the less, Elio knew what he had to do, melded minds or not. He had to press on.
Chapters end.
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