"'Keeping people happy,'" Mergo paraphrased. It sounded familiar, but Mergo couldn't remember if he'd surmised the gist of that himself or if she'd said parts of it outright. She definitely interacted with him differently than the others in some small but meaningful way.
"I... I hadn't considered myself ruled by my responsibilities," he said at last. "I knew exactly what I was getting myself in for and embraced it. Somebody had to, and if I did it, I could give my entirety to the task. Forget about myself and exist for everyone else. And I was content to do that. Whatever it takes.
"And then, you came along. All of you." He said those few words with a heaping amount of disgust that was probably playful. "Normally, people would be put off by my demeanor. Cold, to-the-point, business-only. I help with problems, lay the grounds for them to be content, and we go about our routines independently. And if that doesn't work, I use a few pleasantries. Smile a bit. Be friendly. Give them *something,* but not enough to drag them further into the storm. And... none of it worked."
Mergo exhaled, and the air from his lungs continued to stir about as it hit the water. A small vortex formed and elevated above the surface as the salt water turned into a tiny hurricane, steadily advancing to unleash its microscopic wrath on Aria's knee.
"No matter how hard I fought against it, no matter what I said, you all just... advanced anyways." He threw up a hand in exasperation, and his voice slowly started to get quieter. "I had to keep you away, or else you'd see the real me. More job than person. So I threw lie after lie, doing my damnedest, and yet... You braved the waves. A few of you did. And it terrified me."
The eye of a storm was not the paradise stories made it out to be. The winds and waters were still rough, but they were nowhere close to the trials to reach them. The reprieve was all in the sailors' minds.
"... I call this world a fairy tale a lot. Even to its inhabitants. And for as convenient as the threats of these worlds are for telling a story about being positive and encouraging friendship, I..." He shut his eyes and bit his lip. "... I... admit that... thatthepoweroffriendshipmightactuallyhaveworked."
A beat.
"... Excuse me. I sneezed."