
Odette, once more, didn't know where she was going. She was merely walking just to walk--to get away from the commotion, the chase, and whatever the fuck else was happening. She just needed to be alone to collect her thoughts, to get her head on straight, to get
Odile away from everything.
It wasn't long before she rushed past the dance club. A cursory glance showed it was empty, and walking inside proved that true. No Pokemon, no humans, no staff of sort. Nobody liked dancing apparently. It was only there that she finally let go of Odile.
"̸G̷o̶o̶d̴ ̵g̵r̵i̷e̶f̶,̸ ̸y̷o̵u̷ ̷h̵a̴v̴e̴ ̶a̸ ̴s̴t̶r̸o̴n̶g̷ ̴g̴r̸i̸p̴,̷"̵ Odile whined, rubbing her wrist, where Odette's nails had dug into her skin. It didn't hurt, but she figured she'd make it known. However, it took a while for Odette to respond. Even Enora was being uncharacteristically quiet, grooming herself in a corner.
"̴W̸h̷a̸t̷,̸ ̸n̸o̷t̷h̶i̸n̸g̵ ̴t̴o̶-̵-̸"̵

"I'm so stupid."
She'd never been a crier, and she stuck to that. Even after everything that had happened in the past couple years, she'd barely shed tears. She wasn't sure if it was the drink, or the sensory overload, or the realization that this trip wasn't what she thought it was, but the damned things were prickling the corners of her eyes and she couldn't do anything to stop them.
"I thought this was going to be a moment; where I could go on about this shit without anybody looking at me like I'm gonna fucking eat them, or without you finding something to grate on," she said, gesturing to Odile, "or without something
bad happening." She sniffled and defiantly wiped her eye, but the tears were ruthless. "But no. This is just another one of those stupid multiverse games where I have to be reminded once more that I'm a monster, and that I'm tethered to one, and that there is
nothing I can do about it. No matter what, there's always going to be a problem. I have no
business being Alola's champion, and Kukui fucking knows that."
She pressed her back against the wall and slid down until her head fell between her knees.

Enora rushed over and nuzzled her head into Odette's leg. No, this is what she was afraid of. She wished she could have gotten them out of there sooner...
"No, don't say that. You're just overloaded and tired."

Odile was suddenly unsure of what to do. Her normal urge to cause rage was quickly being replaced by something more heavy. It felt like a bowling ball in her stomach, and she didn't like it. When had she eaten a bowling ball?
"̴Y̶-̸y̸e̷a̸h̶,̵ ̶d̵o̸n̵'̶t̸ ̵c̴r̵y̴!̶ ̴D̸o̶n̶'̶t̷ ̸c̵r̶y̵!̷ ̵I̸'̸l̷l̶ ̷g̸o̴ ̸s̶a̶y̶ ̵s̴o̸r̴r̵y̴!̸ ̴I̸ ̵w̸i̶l̵l̶ ̴N̵O̵T̶ ̸c̴a̸u̴s̷e̸ ̶p̶r̷o̶b̷l̷e̷m̶s̷ ̴o̴n̴ ̶p̴u̷r̴p̷o̴s̷e̷ ̶f̵o̴r̴ ̷t̶h̶e̴ ̴r̶e̷s̷t̷ ̸o̶f̴ ̸t̸h̶e̸ ̸d̵a̴y̴.̵ ̵Y̵e̶a̵h̷.̶ ̸I̵ ̷p̴r̴o̶m̶i̶s̸e̵.̵"̸ ̴She waited for a response and didn't get one. That feeling was getting worse. Maybe she had to go to the bathroom?
"̴P̴l̶e̷a̴s̶e̷ ̶d̸o̶n̵'̵t̴ ̸c̵r̷y̶.̶ ̸I̸ ̵f̴e̶e̴l̷ ̷b̶o̵w̷l̵i̷n̷g̶ ̴b̷a̸l̷l̷s̷.̶"̷

"I'm
not crying, I'm just sweating," Odette said defiantly as she aggressively wiped more moisture from her eyes. "Apologizing doesn't make a difference. They're still going to be scared of you." A pause. "Me." Another. She sniffled and shook her head. "
Us."

Odile started shaking her head and kneeled down next to her vessel, arms flapping because she was quite literally at a loss of what to do with them.
"̶N̶-̷n̷o̷,̸ ̶d̸o̶n̵'̸t̴ ̵s̸a̵y̶ ̶t̷h̶a̸t̴.̵ ̸I̴'̶M̵ ̴t̷h̷e̴ ̴s̸c̷a̵r̶y̵ ̸o̴n̵e̴.̷ ̸Y̷O̷U̸'̵R̸E̸ ̷t̵h̷e̸ ̴c̵u̵t̶e̸ ̷l̶i̷t̸t̷l̷e̷ ̷s̴h̵o̸r̷t̵ ̷g̵i̶r̴l̸ ̷e̴v̴e̶r̴y̸o̷n̵e̵ ̴t̷h̷i̶n̶k̷s̶ ̶i̷s̶ ̶f̴i̶v̵e̷ ̶y̶e̴a̶r̶s̷ ̶o̷l̴d̷.̸ ̵Y̴o̴u̸ ̶w̶e̵r̴e̵ ̴k̴e̴e̵p̷i̵n̴g̴ ̴c̴o̷o̷l̴ ̶u̵n̵t̷i̵l̸ ̴I̶ ̷m̵a̵d̴e̵ ̶a̴ ̶m̶o̶v̸e̵.̸ ̴T̸h̴-̷t̷h̴e̷y̷'̷r̶e̶ ̴s̴c̶a̴r̵e̶d̸ ̴o̴f̸ ̷m̸e̵!̴ ̷N̸o̵t̷ ̴y̴o̶u̶!̶"̶
Odette crying was weird. This was weird. She wanted it to stop, but she figured if she said that, that would only make it worse. But, she'd never, ever, ever felt like this before, and Odette was the only one who made it happen, and it felt bad. So bad that she couldn't be upset about it.
"̵W̸e̴ ̵c̷a̷n̷ ̵s̶t̷i̶l̵l̵ ̶d̴o̷ ̴g̶o̶o̸d̸ ̴t̶h̴i̴n̴g̵s̸.̶ ̴I̸ ̶d̵o̸n̴'̵t̷ ̷c̷a̴r̷e̷ ̴h̵o̵w̴ ̸b̵o̵r̷i̷n̶g̵ ̵t̶h̴e̴y̷ ̶a̴r̸e̸.̴ ̸W̷-̸w̷e̷'̸l̴l̵.̷.̴.̴w̸e̵'̷l̶l̴ ̴h̸a̴v̷e̵ ̵a̵ ̸g̸o̴o̸d̷ ̴t̸r̸i̵p̷,̶ ̸a̴n̸d̸ ̶I̶'̷l̸l̵ ̸b̸e̴ ̶g̶o̶o̴d̸.̸ ̸J̵u̸s̴t̴ ̸s̴t̷o̷p̶ ̷c̴r̶y̷i̶n̴g̴,̶ ̸p̸l̴e̴a̶s̶e̴.̷"̴
She wanted to stop there, but her next set of words came out impulsively.
̴"̷A̴n̵d̶ ̸d̵o̷n̶'̷t̷ ̶m̸a̶k̴e̸ ̴m̴e̸ ̴w̴a̸t̵c̸h̶ ̴F̸r̶i̷e̴n̶d̵s̶.̷ ̵S̷m̸e̵l̷l̷y̸ ̶C̷a̷t̸ ̸i̵s̸ ̴s̴t̸i̵l̸l̶ ̴s̵t̸u̵c̸k̵ ̸i̷n̶ ̵m̷y̵ ̵f̵u̵c̸k̶i̴n̵g̸ ̸h̷e̸a̸d̴.̴"̶
And the next.
"̷B̸e̶s̸i̴d̴e̶s̴,̶ ̷t̶h̶e̷y̷ ̸s̷t̵a̵r̷t̸e̵d̵ ̸a̶l̵l̸ ̴o̷f̸ ̴t̶h̵a̸t̶.̴ ̷I̶ ̸w̵a̷s̸ ̸j̶u̵s̴t̴ ̸t̴h̷e̴r̵e̸ ̵t̴r̸y̴i̸n̷g̷ ̸t̵o̷ ̶d̶e̶f̸e̸n̵d̴ ̷y̸o̷u̸.̴"̵ She palmed her cheeks.
"̶D̶o̵n̴'̵t̸ ̷c̴r̶y̷.̵ ̸Y̸o̷u̴'̸r̶e̶ ̵g̵o̸o̸d̴,̷ ̵I̵'̶m̶ ̴b̵a̴d̸.̴ ̴T̴o̶g̷e̷t̷h̵e̶r̶ ̸w̴e̸'̸r̶e̴ ̵n̸e̵u̸t̸r̶a̸l̴ ̵a̶n̸d̵ ̷n̴o̸b̵o̴d̶y̶ ̶c̷a̴n̷ ̶b̷e̸ ̶s̴c̵a̸r̶e̵d̸ ̶o̷f̶ ̶n̵e̴u̵t̷r̴a̵l̸,̴ ̴r̷i̶g̴h̴t̸?̴"̸ She laughed nervously.
"Y̵o̵u̶'̸r̶e̶ ̴o̶n̷l̵y̵ ̸a̶n̴g̴r̶y̶ ̷a̵l̷l̸ ̴t̵h̶e̴ ̴t̸i̴m̵e̸ ̶b̴e̸c̵a̴u̶s̴e̶ ̵o̸f̸ ̸m̷e̷.̴ ̴S̵o̴ ̶y̶o̶u̸'̶r̷e̴ ̵f̸i̸n̶e̴.̸ ̵"
"Odile, please stop talking."
All fell silent for a while. The only sound that traveled around them was the music blasting in the speakers.

"I guess, technically, those birds started that fight," Odette finally said, sniffling through her words. "And that other guy made the comment that initially got me mad."
She shot a look at Odile. "But you didn't need to go all Ju-On on everyone. That was unnecessary."
"̵Y̶o̴u̸'̴r̵e̷ ̷t̸o̴t̴a̸l̵l̵y̶ ̵r̷i̵g̷h̵t̶!̴ ̷I̵ ̶a̸m̴ ̴s̵o̵r̷r̶y̵ ̴f̷o̴r̴ ̵c̸a̵u̴s̵i̴n̶g̵ ̵p̵r̴o̶b̶l̶e̸m̶s̸ ̴o̶n̵ ̸p̶u̶r̵p̶o̸s̷e̶,̸ ̷a̸n̸d̵ ̷I̴ ̴w̷i̸l̵l̸ ̷n̷o̶t̴ ̵c̷a̴u̸s̵e̶ ̵a̶n̵y̷ ̷m̶o̴r̶e̵ ̷p̵r̶o̷b̴l̶e̶m̴s̷ ̸o̸n̶ ̷p̴u̸r̴p̶o̸s̴e̷ ̶f̵o̸r̵ ̸t̷h̶e̵ ̴r̴e̷s̴t̵ ̶o̴f̵ ̴t̴h̵e̴ ̸d̸a̸y̴.̷"̷

"What about tomorrow?"
"̴W̵e̶l̷l̶ ̸l̴e̸t̶'̸s̴ ̵n̷o̶t̵ ̴g̴e̴t̶ ̸a̴h̷e̵a̸d̵ ̶o̶f̷ ̸o̵u̵r̵s̴e̴l̶v̸e̶s̷,̷ ̸Ev̶e̷r̸y̵o̵n̵e̷ ̷k̴n̷o̶w̸s̷ ̵I̶ ̸e̷x̴i̶s̵t̴ ̷s̵o̸ ̵I̴ ̵m̸i̴g̷h̷t̸ ̸a̷s̷ ̶w̸e̷l̴l̷ ̶f̵u̸c̴k̵ ̵a̸r̸o̶u̴n̴d̶.̵"̶