index & chapter one
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We’ll Meet At The Lighthouse | A Gay Pokemon Adventure
excerpt
"I know, damnit. I know." Bill rubbed his forehead, turning to walk into his room. "That's why I'm letting you get away with this." He balled his hands into fists. "You involved a child."
Surge's arm suddenly blocked the doorway, skin brushing Bill’s nose. Fire filled Bill, eyes whipping up to Surge’s shining pupils. Surge’s black skin was flushed with blushing twilight.
His voice sounded like it was bursting through dead loam, deep and clawing its way out. "We involved ourselves when the child would have died." Surge lowered his arm and jerked his head toward the open doorway. A shaft of light passed over his face. "Now go enjoy your penthouse. And don't play the hostage card. That’s too much, even for you."
Feeling plunged from Bill’s face. “What?”
Even for you. Did Surge know something about Bill that he didn’t?
“Okay, what gives you the right? What have I done wrong? Other than… live an average life? Invent the Pokemon Communication System? I… I’ve never… kidnapped someone at least,” Bill’s words were building up behind his hot face.
Heat vanished between them as Surge pulled away, turning quickly. "This is a well-needed vacation for you, Sonezaki." He was walking back down the hall, leaving Bill in a wide open doorway.
"I know, damnit. I know." Bill rubbed his forehead, turning to walk into his room. "That's why I'm letting you get away with this." He balled his hands into fists. "You involved a child."
Surge's arm suddenly blocked the doorway, skin brushing Bill’s nose. Fire filled Bill, eyes whipping up to Surge’s shining pupils. Surge’s black skin was flushed with blushing twilight.
His voice sounded like it was bursting through dead loam, deep and clawing its way out. "We involved ourselves when the child would have died." Surge lowered his arm and jerked his head toward the open doorway. A shaft of light passed over his face. "Now go enjoy your penthouse. And don't play the hostage card. That’s too much, even for you."
Feeling plunged from Bill’s face. “What?”
Even for you. Did Surge know something about Bill that he didn’t?
“Okay, what gives you the right? What have I done wrong? Other than… live an average life? Invent the Pokemon Communication System? I… I’ve never… kidnapped someone at least,” Bill’s words were building up behind his hot face.
Heat vanished between them as Surge pulled away, turning quickly. "This is a well-needed vacation for you, Sonezaki." He was walking back down the hall, leaving Bill in a wide open doorway.
the light is where not to go.
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status: chapter 3 of 6 (possibly more)
next update: currently on hiatus as i edit for consistency and some other things i find to be important <3 xoxoxo
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status: chapter 3 of 6 (possibly more)
next update: currently on hiatus as i edit for consistency and some other things i find to be important <3 xoxoxo
lichhen, he/they/ze
holaaa! i've always struggled with finishing things. this lil fanfiction is my latest attempt to finish something. that is one reason why kind critique is appreciated over critical analysis this time around; the main goal is to finish, not to create an exceptionally good story or anything. however, i love working on my writing and am very curious to learn through outside perspectives. i am astounded at the community on this forum and the writing feedback that members actively cultivate here.
this story is fully written, but going through some heavy editing. it is currently at six chapters, but i prefer short chapters for ease of bookmarking, and i have been adding in some fun descriptions that i believe are necessary to convey this story. although i am also cutting a lot out, as brevity is one of my favorite things in writing `u`
the plan is to publish one chapter each week. thanks yall!
holaaa! i've always struggled with finishing things. this lil fanfiction is my latest attempt to finish something. that is one reason why kind critique is appreciated over critical analysis this time around; the main goal is to finish, not to create an exceptionally good story or anything. however, i love working on my writing and am very curious to learn through outside perspectives. i am astounded at the community on this forum and the writing feedback that members actively cultivate here.
this story is fully written, but going through some heavy editing. it is currently at six chapters, but i prefer short chapters for ease of bookmarking, and i have been adding in some fun descriptions that i believe are necessary to convey this story. although i am also cutting a lot out, as brevity is one of my favorite things in writing `u`
the plan is to publish one chapter each week. thanks yall!
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summary
Bill Sonezaki, of pokemon philosophy and Pokemon Communication System (PCS) fame, and gym trainer Lieutenant Surge were involved in the creation of Mewtwo - and Mewtwo had more than just one explosive incident during development.
Bill x Surge
based loosely on Bill and Surge’s (very few) interactions in the Pokemon Special manga
characters
Bill, Lt. Surge, Magnemite, Rotom, Electabuzz, Sabrina, Koga, Dr. Fuji, Gastly, Mewtwo
additional tags (more to be added as appropriate)
au, utopian speculative fiction, characters have been altered in many ways, for example many characters use wheelchairs and it’s not always stated immediately, and other character traits, challenge assumptions or whatever, this is 300 years into the future so identity and expression is gonna be different, there is a happy ending, astronomy, heavy astronomy references that i try to explain enough to make sense, futuristic setting inspired by the pokemon world, the setting’s history draws from “real world” history, pokemon worldbuilding, pokemon lore, realistic pokemon, gender expansive characters, disabled characters, slow burn, dwarfism, nonverbal characters, wheelchair users, part-time wheelchair users, ambulatory wheelchair users, fat characters, trans characters, autism, autistic characters
content rating
realistic violence. pokemon and humans can hurt each other more seriously than in canon. mature language. there is discussion of trauma, mental illness, abuse, discrimination. sex: there is some kissing and fully-clothed touching but nothing else sexual.
Bill Sonezaki, of pokemon philosophy and Pokemon Communication System (PCS) fame, and gym trainer Lieutenant Surge were involved in the creation of Mewtwo - and Mewtwo had more than just one explosive incident during development.
Bill x Surge
based loosely on Bill and Surge’s (very few) interactions in the Pokemon Special manga
characters
Bill, Lt. Surge, Magnemite, Rotom, Electabuzz, Sabrina, Koga, Dr. Fuji, Gastly, Mewtwo
additional tags (more to be added as appropriate)
au, utopian speculative fiction, characters have been altered in many ways, for example many characters use wheelchairs and it’s not always stated immediately, and other character traits, challenge assumptions or whatever, this is 300 years into the future so identity and expression is gonna be different, there is a happy ending, astronomy, heavy astronomy references that i try to explain enough to make sense, futuristic setting inspired by the pokemon world, the setting’s history draws from “real world” history, pokemon worldbuilding, pokemon lore, realistic pokemon, gender expansive characters, disabled characters, slow burn, dwarfism, nonverbal characters, wheelchair users, part-time wheelchair users, ambulatory wheelchair users, fat characters, trans characters, autism, autistic characters
content rating
realistic violence. pokemon and humans can hurt each other more seriously than in canon. mature language. there is discussion of trauma, mental illness, abuse, discrimination. sex: there is some kissing and fully-clothed touching but nothing else sexual.
what is accessibility?
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsMo7SOuB1c
what is an ambulatory wheelchair user?
View: https://youtu.be/C-EG8keyKKs
what autism acceptance means to me... (discusses the importance of communication methods that do not include verbal speech)
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3n-jfxF-Juw
life with dwarfism
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T6h_2JaE6Tg
what is an ambulatory wheelchair user?
what autism acceptance means to me... (discusses the importance of communication methods that do not include verbal speech)
life with dwarfism
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chapter one
summary
It’s morning for Bill and the pokemon who live at the Sea Cottage. Surge is there to meet him.
It’s morning for Bill and the pokemon who live at the Sea Cottage. Surge is there to meet him.
additional tags: heavy worldbuilding chapter, slow start but it becomes eventful
brief description of unreality and hallucinations in the beginning
kidnapping
brief description of unreality and hallucinations in the beginning
kidnapping
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A Cepheid Variable
A Cepheid Variable
Drops of water swelled, black, and filled the coffee pot. Bill touched the tips of his fingers to his bright reflection on the filling glass.
He thought he could hear the sounds of light twinkling off the inky water. Voices trying to reach out from behind a wall of white noise.
"......delays in both lanes on C-95, with one lane allowing movement through Nyugen Bridge. Experience the new Silphla HM Cruise, Silph's compact car and travel spa, with better gas mileage than the Flare HM-V3. Activist Kasumi Sami from Cerulean talks about why the Route 27 Act is important for anyone using public roads.The talk is one of many that Sami and other activists are having in response to the increasing number of incidents in…….."
It was the old-fashioned meowth and staryu clock radio he inherited from his mother, given a place of honor on the stone kitchen counter and framed by leaves from the bordering watercress.
A low yowl summoned Bill to look down.
"Happy dawn, darlin’,” Bill yawned in reply to the fat eevee at his feet. “Oh. Is that today's stick? What a hottie.” He leaned an elbow on the counter, jutting his hip out and crossing his legs. “I like the dead leaves on it."
Eevee padded away with a tree branch in their mouth three times their size, swooping it around.
The kitchen, like the rest of the cottage, was kept relatively clear of anything Eevee could knock into. The branch scraped all over Bill's power chair, which was currently extended into a standing position and stored against the kitchen wall by a wide, potted Honeycalm tree.
Crumbling leaves and tree shavings joined the dust and fur on the wood floor. Eevee clambered onto a high table by the window and hauled the wobbling branch to stick up from a rocky urn. The brown critter yipped and settled down by the fountain on the table, where water fell in a stream from a spicket bordered by pots of wild grasses and stones.
Leaning with his back on the counter, Bill picked up a rotom mobile device and scrolled through the headlines. "Vermillion's still recovering from the hurricane? And it's been a hot minute…"
A dwebble pushed their head into Bill’s side.
"Y’know a bunch of us came to the Cottage from the crowded streets of Vermillion," Bill stroked Dwebble's shell. "The people there… were a lot kinder than I reckoned, even though all the buildings are stacked on each other like pancakes.”
On the Rotom screen popped Bill's messages, to which he hadn't responded in:
"...Has it really been two years? Aha-ha-har!” Bill laughed awkwardly. "Eh, that's fine." He swiped Rotom's screen back to the news.
"Nothing particularly cheery going on these days…" Bill rolled his eyes. He clicked the screen off, staring into a black reflection. "Oh, Rotom. What’s a girl to do? Is there a better option than… gloomy headlines? I want to know what you think…”
“Yarp!”
Among the large rocks decorating the kitchen counters and backsplash, another dwebble unfolded in a palmful of tiny red fingers.
Rotom was their usual quiet. Bill spoke to the dwebble while he waited for the coffee to finish, although dwebble, like most pokemon, did not communicate like humans and would not show a reponse in a way a human could easily interpret.
“You been out watching the stars tonight? Spot our familiar cepheid flickers?”
Dwebble shuffled along. The radio emanated as Bill poured coffee into his #1 BABY BOSS mug.
"...scandal of the year. Dr. Oyèrónkẹ́ Fuji, former Director of the National Institute of Genetics, has not been heard from for four months now after the Institute’s break-in and the doctor’s home was found abandoned, robbed and vandalized…' 'Well, the doctor did have reasons to disappear.' 'You mean they had enemies.' 'I mean, you don't become one of the greatest medical doctors in the world without someone deciding to dislike you…'”
“What the fueco are we listening to..?” Bill took a sip of the coffee. It was black and scorching. It ran a trail of fire down his throat and sucked him all into one point of bursting matter; it reminded him of twilight with his grandparents and Abra and their mugs of almond cream coffee.
A window spanned almost the entire kitchen wall. Through it, the world was still fading black, a stroke of sky glowing with stars, aircraft, and satellites.
He gazed into the gray-purple night in the swirl of his coffee.
For as long as he could remember, he had been at the whim of an erratic drive to create, to ask, to climb. There were periods when the ravenous desire calmed, and many periods moreover where he could hardly get himself out of bed.
His grandparents got him through his childhood in Goldenrod, Johto. Whenever he went over, his grandmom and Kadabra would show him how to use the telescope to find cepheid variable stars, stars that flicker in a reliable pattern.
"You can use them to tell where you are in the universe, Billy. The time they flicker and the amount of brightness is directly relative to its distance and place in time. Look, Kadabra will show you." They would teach Bill the mathematical language of the stars, while folding a pile of clothes on Bill's bed.
His grammy, grandmom’s wife, would make battered vegetables with gooey centers, tomato steak with mayonnaise sandwiches, and all kinds of coffee with a latte machine and a cabinet full of syrups. Eevee would spare Bill the task of eating everything by himself. His grandparents’ walls were covered in cases and frames of Bill’s creations. Science projects, art projects, photos documenting his smallest accomplishments. Mostly things that haunted him with embarrassment.
When Bill moved to the Sea Cottage, in a hidden cove a three hour drive from the nearest gas station, he struggled much less with getting out of bed. The change occurred immediately after the move from where he used to live for school, deep in central Vermillion. Now, for the first time in his life since adulthood, he willingly got up to sustain and to create. To see the flickering stars at each twilight. He achieved career success, finally, after living hell in academics. He could find the cepheids even without a telescope, because no artificial light could obscure the Cottage. The sky opened to the unfiltered galaxy, its cloudy core always loud and clear.
Eevee wanted Bill to join them for a star-gazing walk; that was their usual intention when they crooned at him while taking a step or two towards the back porch door.
“Not now, honey,” he said as he shrugged on a jacket. "I'm working with Nidorino today. You can join me on my walk to her lighthouse, though, if you don't mind waiting and missing the light of a few cepheids. ‘Least you’ll still have the shadow, though, right darlin’?"
You’ll have the shadow. Bill could hear Eevee return the colloquialism they learned from Kadabra and Grandmom.
Eevee flicked their tail, picked up Dwebble, and disappeared through the front flap door.
"Thought so." Bill stepped into his power chair. He strapped himself in and lowered it into a seated position, grabbing a lid for his coffee.
Nothing made Bill happier than to settle down in his custom wheelchair and ease into his current project, often traveling the mountains and beaches that smothered the sea cottage to meet with pokemon who had answers and better questions.
Before he opened the back door to leave, he looked up. "Abra? You and the laptop ready to go?"
Silence.
“C’mon y’all,” Bill groaned, glancing around.
"Now why on Earth are the windows still closed?" He was surprised he hadn't noticed earlier. Some pokemon or other always opened the windows before sunrise. "Abra?"
He realized something was horribly wrong, but his eyelids were suddenly too heavy to open. He was asleep before he hit the ground.
Bill woke up alone in his guest room. He found every door locked and every stashed pokeball gone.
His body was aching.
He had grown up in a neighborhood on the sandy beach hills of southern Goldenrod, where crime was spoken of only in reference to the newest action film. Even when he lived in Vermillion, he always felt far away from that world. Criminals only existed as some far-off, fictional entity.
He heard crashing and banging, the cottage shaking as he feared unknown invaders took it apart.
"Excuse me…" He whispered at the door. "Hello?"
No response.
"Hello?" He shouted. "HELLO? I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM! I AM ON MY PERIOD AND IT'S GERN TO GET EVERYWHERE! I HAVE TO USE THE BAAAAATH - ROOOOOO–"
Bill gasped, falling forward as the door jerked open.
He clenched his eyes shut, flung his arms out and awaited collision with the floor.
Instead, he fell into something soft. He opened his eyes to see he had fallen on top of one of the invaders. It was a human, fat boasting from their wide shoulders and waist beneath a buttoned uniform.
Bill started to launch himself off. In a split second, he was scooped up onto his feet and shoved back inside the room. The tall sentinel stayed close to Bill, herding him with their body. Bill bounced off them multiple times as he tried to get around.
"What - let me go!" The words burst out.
"Shhh! They think you're still knocked out from that hypnosis. You'll want it to stay that way."
Bill tried to still himself, tried to keep himself from screaming. His hands slapped over his mouth. His eyes crawled up a towering face.
"Y-you don't look so bad," Bill muttered, before shoving his sweaty hands between his teeth.
Solid black sunglasses sneered below a square forehead and a shock of bleached curls. A sharp beard darkened their brown jaw. Voice low, a golden glow crackled in their cheeks:
"Appearance really doesn't mean what you think it does."
Bill was staring up, locked into place, every bit of him shivering so hard that each limb was about to separate into their own celestial body.
The intruder stiffened. They placed their arms out around Bill, close but not touching. "Walk to the bed. I'll catch you if you fall."
Bill found himself lying down, though he did not remember how he got there. He was curled up with his grammy’s quilt pulled over him. He looked up to see the intruder leaning against the wall, their face turned away.
Bill barely moved. Animal claws were tearing and twisting through his stomach; moving made it worse.
He uttered, "Are you keeping me around because you need me for my passwords? Are you stealing my research but keeping me around to finish the job before you get rid of me?"
He asked like he was talking about the weather, though his heart was punching out of his chest.
Silence.
He said, "What happened to the pokemon outside? Are they alright?"
A sniff. "Yes. They either ran or were put to sleep, just like you."
"So they'll be waking up soon."
The floor shook, heavy boots stomping in and out of the house.
The other replied, "They won't be hurt."
Bill sat up, vision purpling. "You don't know that. Where are they? They're gern fight you. And you won’t have a darned choice but to hurt them. Don't tell me you won't while you're standing here with hay out your ears. Don’t act like you got any clue what your buddies will actually do in the - at the…." Bill was breathing hard, a lump eclipsing his throat.
The intruder marched across the room and grabbed the doorknob. "I will be back in a minute." The latch quietly eased shut.
Bill felt tears building behind his eyes like giant bricks threatening to topple out of his head. He had never been alone, not for so many years now. He wished Eevee was at least here, with him, so he could ascertain that they were going to be just fine.
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