Chapter 7: The Teacher's Pet
In which Red must listen to his heart
Arcanine dug frantically at the rubble to reach his trainer while Red watched on in concern, leaning heavily on his better foot.
No matter how many times they called out, they couldn't hear Green or Umbreon on the other side. Eve sat at their only accessible exit, waiting for them to join her. Following her was, in all likelihood, the right thing to do, but Red didn't want to rush Arcanine until he felt ready.
"I think the ceiling was broken for a reason," Red said softly, "But I'm sure if we follow Eve… we'll find Green and Umbreon again on the other side."
This only elicited anxious whimpers from Arcanine, who couldn't pull his eyes away from the wreckage. Red hobbled over to hug him around the neck, his face disappearing into plush, cream colored fluff.
"I'm sorry." It was his fault everyone was trapped here, and that guilt continued to weigh on his mind.
Arcanine's muscles eased under the warmth of his embrace. To return the favor, he showered Red's cheeks with kisses before finally relenting. Lowering onto his haunches, Arcanine invited the boy to climb on his back. With much gratitude, Red obliged and together they entered the mouth of the long corridor.
Eve acted as their guide with her shining psychic gem, painting their path ahead in a vibrant ruby red.
From the shrouded depths ahead, Red heard strange voices. A thousand whispers came together, but only one message remained.
《 ഡჩმԷ ᕷ𝜎 ሃ𝜎ป ሥმ𐒐Էᕈ 》
"… Huh?"
《 ഡჩმԷ ᕷ𝜎 ሃ𝜎ป ሥმ𐒐Է ጠ𝜎ᒋᕦ Էჩმ𐒐 მ𐒐ሃԷჩį𐒐ဌᕈ 》
"Are you the Unown that live here? I'm sorry, I made a mistake… I shouldn't have come here. I don't need anything, my… er, Green and I just need to get home. That's all we want."
《ഡᕦ 𐒡ᕦᕦ ᕦ౮ᕦᒋሃԷჩį𐒐ဌ į𐒐 ሃ𝜎ปᒋ ჩᕦმᒋԷⴰ》
"Will you help us, then?"
But no reply followed.
Keeping her ears and tail raised high, Eve didn't break her stride for even a moment. Red tried his best to peer past Arcanine's tall ears and bountiful fur to see where they were headed, but it was a wasted effort. This forced him to remain clueless until both Pokémon came to an abrupt stop. Only the sound of a human's footsteps signaled the arrival of company.
"Green?" Voice full of hope, Red hopped off of Arcanine's back, only to be greeted with the sight a small child instead of his tall, spiky haired friend - if he could still call Green a friend, that is… But it was best not to think about that right now.
The little boy shuffled shyly and gave a polite bow in greeting, the bill of his oversized red cap obscuring his face from view. While he fiddled with the hem of his uniform blazer, trying to summon his voice, Red caught a glimpse of his name tag. The name
'Red Nishida' lay printed upon it in bold, neatly framed by a crest adorned with leaves and plums. That was the unmistakable mark of Ume Elementary - the school of 'pure white beginnings' - or otherwise known as the only school in Pallet Town.
"I'll show you the way," he finally murmured.
Red could only nod to this mysterious apparition of his younger self, all words failing him. Wrapping an arm around Arcanine for support, the group slowly followed in silence until they reached a wooden door that looked completely out of place among the ancient rock structures.
"In here." Getting up on his tiptoes, the child turned the knob and opened up another world.
— BRRRRRRRING!
A shock ran through Red's body, and he nearly lost balance in an attempt to shield his ears. Using a large paw, Arcanine managed to stabilize him, in spite of all the distracting new smells that overwhelmed his senses.
Children erupted into friendly chatter, chairs and indoor shoes squeaking as they eagerly prepared to seize their afternoon freedom. The entire grade level was comprised of this class alone, just ten students in total, Red included.
Phasing through their bodies like ghosts, the quickest students ran out the door and faded into nothing. Eve nudged her trainer gently onward with her muzzle. Red took just a moment longer to gather his bearings before stepping into his old classroom. While he took in the sights, his younger self kept going, making the walk of shame to his teacher's desk instead of going outside to play with the others.
A group of three rowdy boys knocked into little Red on their way out, laughing.
“Teacher’s pet!” taunted Ridge, too quiet for Mrs. Shirako to hear.
"Don't you have to be smart to be one of those?" joked his twin brother, Cliff.
“But he always sucks up to the grownups," piped their friend, Yori, "he's no fun."
Little Red looked down at his shoes, imagining himself blending into the white walls of the classroom until Leaf stepped in.
"Leave him alone or I'll tell on you," she threatened.
"We didn't even do anything!" Ridge protested. He postured himself in the middle of the group and puffed his chest.
"It's natural for girls to be defensive of their
boyfriends," Cliff jeered, making all three laugh.
Leaf's cheeks puffed out like marshmallows. "I told you, he's
not my boyfriend!"
The argument continued outside and out of earshot. Red's attention diverted when he spotted Green, who notably avoided getting involved in the confrontation like he once would have. Red opened his mouth to say hi, the pair made eye contact, and neither said a word.
The door clicked shut.
"Mr. Nishida." Mrs. Shirako's voice startled Red, who ripped his eyes away from where Green once stood to meet her warm brown eyes. "How did you find today's lesson?"
"… It was good, Ma'am," he said politely, knowing full well that he'd been zoning out for at least half of it while doodling his favorite Pokémon onto the worksheets.
She smiled with the patience of a saint. "Shall we go through the work together?"
"Okay."
Red dutifully brought his work to her desk and together they reviewed the lesson material, filling out all the answers he'd left blank and correcting the many mistakes. Mrs. Shirako was a kind woman, and she was trying her best, but no matter how many times she explained the same thing, Red struggled to retain the information that disinterested him. Still, she always assured him that he was improving and doing a good job.
But if he was really doing a good job, why did he always have to stay behind?
Outside the large windows that lined the back of the classroom, kids from all grade levels ran freely under the warm afternoon sun, living in their own world just out of reach. Their muffled squeals and laughter seemed to be at his expense.
Time ticked by slowly. The younger and older Red alike found their attentions wandering frequently. It took the latter far too long to remember that he didn't actually have to strain himself to pay attention to Mrs. Shirako because this was only a memory, and she wouldn't be disappointed in him for doing whatever he wanted. So he stopped listening. Together with Arcanine and Eve, they gathered to watch all the children playing outside.
The trio that always teased him had now joined up with someone else in their class, a sporty kid named Jasper. Together they played some kind of contact sport and roughhoused with the younger Ume Academy boys.
Leaf moved on from them long ago, instead opting to spend her free time chatting with her favorite classmate, Mio. They used to be get along great, before they found out that Mio spread rumors about Leaf behind her back. Red couldn't believe it at first, since she'd always been abundantly kind. Of all his classmates, excluding his neighbors, only Mio ever complimented him. "You're like a little Cutiefly," she'd say, after pinching his cheeks a little too hard. Not that she ever tried to be his friend, oddly enough.
Their other classmates, Hinata and Lily, always played hand in hand. Today was no exception. In perfect sync, they skipped rope with a group of students while another group nearby made friendship bracelets under the shade of a tree. The close bonds present on that side of the playground required a special invite for entry.
And Green was…
Red's eyes narrowed in search of his childhood friend, eventually spotting him at the playground where they used to hang out, sitting alone with his nose stuck into an educational book about Pokémon.
"You must have been lonely, too…" Red whispered.
"You did it!"
In response to Mrs. Shirako's jubilant cheer, Red turned around with a start. She wore a wide smile as she held out one hand out for a high five. Little Red reciprocated the invitation, albeit with less enthusiasm.
"Thank you, Ma'am." He dipped his head respectfully and started packing up his belongings.
"You're making great progress," she said.
"Thank you, Ma'am."
"You should show your mom when you get home, she will be so proud."
"Thank you, Ma'am. I will."
"See you tomorrow, Mr. Nishida. Take care now."
"Thank you, Ma'am. You too."
With such a large backpack on, little Red looked even smaller than before. Like a Pidgey fresh out the nest, he awkwardly skittered out of the classroom.
Supposing their excursion into the past was finished, Red tagged along without much thought. However, when the door opened again a school hallway stretched before him instead of the dark passageways of the ruins.
Clearly, the Unown weren't done with them yet.
As a group, they exited Ume Academy. By now most of the children who were playing on the school grounds had petered off, save for a handful. Unfortunately, three of them happened to be waiting just for him.
Arcanine growled.
"Hey, look who it is!" said Ridge.
"Well, Mr. Nishida, how was it? Can ya count to ten yet?" asked Cliff.
Little Red opened his mouth to protest, but nothing came out. It's not like they'd listen to what he had to say anyway…
"Guess not."
They all cracked up laughing.
Red lowered his head and kept walking.
"Hey, where are ya goin'?" asked Yori.
"You always ignore us." Ridge gave Red a pointed glare. "What's up with that?"
Cliff nodded. "Just 'cause you get special treatment from the teacher doesn't make you better than us!"
'I don't think that!' was what Red wanted to say, but he didn't. Instead he shook his head and kept walking.
"Exactly, it's not fair…" Ridge said. "We have to work hard but you just slack off and get by anyway!"
'I don't mean to! I'm trying my best!' Just more words left unsaid.
Red covered his ears and tried to walk faster, but they were not having it.
The boys pushed their way in front to block his path, and before Red could react, Ridge pushed him over. The weight of his heavy backpack pulled him down like an anchor, and left Red struggling to get back up.
Cliff cracked up laughing. "He looks like a Squirtle that fell over!"
The present day Red tried to help him instinctively, but his hands phased through. His brows knitted with a profound sadness.
Ridge loomed above him with an accusatory finger pointed right at Red. "Come on, tell the truth! Did your mom pay out the school?"
"That's what I heard my mom saying on the phone!" piped Yori.
Just in that moment, someone kicked Ridge in the lower back. He stumbled forward and the trio whipped around.
It was Green.
"Quit saying stupid things and get lost."
Ridge let out a growl laced in both embarrassment and anger. "Oh, of course it's the
Professor's grandson."
"Why don't you butt out and mind your business?" said Cliff.
Green didn't miss a beat. "It's your fault for making a scene."
The three laughed in disbelief.
"Says the biggest attention seeker in all of Pallet!" said Yori.
"Well, lucky you - you've got our attention now," said Ridge.
Like a pack of Mightyena, they closed in on Green.
Red scrambled to sit up, hand partially outstretched and mouth parted. He wanted to jump to his friend's defense, who became a target for his sake, but he hesitated too long.
"Hit me, I dare you! See what happens," Green challenged.
"What are you gonna do about it? Are you gonna call your big rich Mommy and Daddy on us?" Realizing his mistake too late, Cliff froze. "Oh.
Oops-"
Ridge gawked. "
Dude!"
Yori went pale as ghost.
Like headless Torchics, the three boys sputtered and pushed each other in different directions before racing off for their lives.
Ridge shook his brother's arm as they ran. "I can't believe you said that!"
"Too far, man, if my mom finds out, we're toast!" Yori wailed.
"I forgot! I seriously forgot!" Cliff cried.
The commotion of their yelling slowly faded away, leaving behind a dead silence.
Green's expression was unreadable.
"Um…" Red rolled over onto the dirt and got back onto his feet. He didn't bother wiping himself off. "Thank you."
"Whatever." Green crossed his arms. "Those guys suck."
So many words sat at the back of Red's throat that he thought he might choke.
'I'm sorry about what they said.' 'Are you okay?' 'Do you need a hug?' But he feared that the wrong words would upset him.
Green sighed sharply. "I noticed you had nothing to say, as usual."
"… Huh?"
"I'm always standing up for you, but whenever it's the other way around you just sit there and watch. Do you even care?"
"O-Of course I care," said Red.
"You sure have a funny way of showing it."
"Sorry, next time I'll -"
"You'll what? Grow a spine? Yeah right." Green shot a glare in Red's direction before turning away and stalking off with his hands in his pockets. "I'm going home."
That would have been the moment to stop him. To grab his hand and say,
'Wait!'
But Red knew that wasn't coming, because in reality, he simply stood there and let him leave.
With no one left in sight, little Red flapped his hands in distress. His chest heaved frantic, dizzying breaths. The present day Red turned away to fight back the hot tears that burned the corners of his eyes. He heard the dull thuds of tiny hands hitting his own skull and winced.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid…" the child said, over and over again.
Red and Green's friendship only became more strained after that.
He wasn't naive enough to blame it all on this one afternoon. The cracks in their relationship first formed well before then, at first so small that neither of them likely knew it. But with each little moment came a '
Crrrk…!' 'Crack…!' and 'Crunch…!' that gradually grew louder. That moment might've been the first time Red really heard it. He always wondered if things might have turned out differently if he'd been able to take Green's hand that day.
After everything that happened since then, was there anything left to save?
Something pulled on Red's pant leg, and he looked down to find his younger self staring up at him desperately with grass-stained denim wrapped within his tight fists.
"Why can't I do anything right? Why am I so useless?" he asked.
A drawn out pause followed.
"… I don't know," was Red's earnest answer.
A choked sob escaped the child, and he ran off.
"Wait!" But Red's voice didn't reach him.
He tried to follow, but in his haste placed too much weight onto his injured foot and caused his knee to buckle. Thankfully Arcanine was there to keep him steady. When Red opened his eyes again, the sun had dipped past the horizon and made way for a rapidly rising moon. Pallet Town fell silent under a starry night sky, as though it hadn't been daylight mere moments ago. And it didn't stop there, because the sun rose again only seconds later. Like a rapid time lapse, days and seasons cycled with increasing speed. All around them, the people of Pallet came and went in blurred succession, overlapping and phasing through one another to the point of incomprehensibility.
Winter set in for the umpteenth time with a newfound ferocity. A flurry of ice and snow whipped through them, snapping and snarling at any exposed skin. It buried the entire town in white, growing and growing in size until it left nothing behind but a lifeless landscape of snowy cliffs and peaks. The feeling of this thin air, sorely lacking in oxygen, felt all too familiar in his lungs.
"We're on Mt. Silver," Red said.
The storm settled down, revealing a full moon overhead that finally looked ready to stay put. It stood proudly against a dream-like veil of sky, painted in rich blues and purples. Like a beautiful tapestry of the Milky Way, it was beaded with countless stars.
A deafening silence surrounded them that made the real Mt. Silver seem loud in comparison. Each foggy breath, each heartbeat, echoed for miles.
Red never thought he would find himself here again. A sinking feeling weighed down his heart. Loneliness. Hopelessness.
"Why are we here… is it to see another memory?" Red looked to his Espeon.
She shook her head.
Just then, a Pidgeot flew into view. Red recognized Green's partner immediately and waved his arms to get the Pokémon's attention. Pidgeot zoned in on them expertly and circled once before landing with calculated grace.
The absence of Green muted any potential for excitement. Arcanine appeared particularly apprehensive, as though this Pidgeot was not who he posed to be.
With a detached look in his eye, Pidgeot dropped a letter at Red's feet.
"Pidgeoooh!" With a single cry, he flew off.
Arcanine whined.
Red met his gaze with an understanding frown before picking up the letter.
Inside was a simple, yet scathing note.
Red,
I don't know why you keep sending me letters, but you obviously don't know how to take a hint, so I'm doing this only once.
Leave me alone, and stop ruining my life.
Whatever stuff you're holding onto from the past is old news. You need to get over it. I've moved on, and so has everyone else. It's been better since you left. Keep it that way and stay far, far away from me.
- Green
The paper crinkled in his tense grip, and Red's expression darkened.
Arcanine sniffed the letter. He then clamped the paper between his sharp teeth and ripped it from Red's hands. With the ferocity of a predator, he shook it back and forth vigorously before letting the crumpled, wet pieces fall onto the snow below.
"Doesn't smell like Green?" Red said quietly. He attempted a smile, but it fell almost immediately. "But even if it's fake… I wonder if that's how he really feels."
That only earned him a confused tilt of the head.
Red softly pet him.
《 ഡჩმԷ ᕷ𝜎 ሃ𝜎ป ሥმ𐒐Է ጠ𝜎ᒋᕦ Էჩმ𐒐 მ𐒐ሃԷჩį𐒐ဌᕈ 》
The whispering voices returned and drew Red's attention to the top of the mountain. There he saw plumes of smoke rising from a cave.
"That's
our cave." Red said to Eve, who nodded. He climbed back onto Arcanine. "Let's go check it out."
As they approached, he saw no obvious signs of life. However, the smoke that led them there was still thick, despite the fire being out, so Red could only assume it had been used recently.
The trainer lowered himself onto the ground, making sure to tread carefully in the thick snow as he approached the cave's mouth.
"Hello?" he called. Without any Pokémon inside to light it, he could barely see a thing.
"Eeesp…" Eve trilled in warning.
Red leaned his head in and squinted, only just making out a silhouette before it lunged out at him. His injured ankle twisted uncomfortably, forcing a hiss to escape him. The Pokémon at his side leaped out of the way just in time. His back crunched as it hit the snow, sending it flying.
Looming over the boy now was not the childhood version of him, but a perfect carbon copy of the present day. He gripped at Red's collar and held him down, his eyes blazing like a wild fire.
Red fought for air as he tried to speak. "Ngh… W… Why are you…?"
"Nothing's changed!"
"What?"
"Nothing's changed! Nothing at all! You keep lying to yourself! Liar, liar, liar!"
"I'm… lying?"
"Yes, you are! You say you just don't want to hurt other people's feelings."
"But I don't -"
"All you really care about is being liked!"
Red fell silent.
"You're no hero… You're a coward too scared to be anything but what others expect of you." He shook Red body, pulling him slightly off the ground and shoving him back down, digging the impression of him in the snow deeper each time. "You're empty! You're fake!"
"I guess… gh, maybe… that's true."
"NO!" The copy dropped him. Fists raised high and came crashing down, leaving two indents on either side of Red's head. "You're doing it AGAIN. Say something real for once.
Fight back!"
Red struggled under the weight his copy, "Stop, please."
"Do something about it, then!"
The cold started to numb his senses. Though he clawed desperately to try and drag himself out from under his shadow, he couldn't feel his hands at all. Craning his head back, he looked to the Espeon and Arcanine for help. Unexpectedly, Eve was keeping Green's Arcanine from getting too close. When the canine caught Red's gaze, he started barking.
"Esp Espeon!" Eve scolded him with an urgent tone and Arcanine quieted down.
Red stared.
"Don't ignore me!" said the copy. With a yank, he pulled Red by his shirt and forced him to sit upright. "Say how you really feel!"
Taking advantage of their position , Red pushed the other's chest with both hands with as much force as he could muster, knocking the wind out of his own lungs in the process. The copy tumbled backwards, giving Red the opportunity to get his legs out from under him. He clenched his teeth as he stood, ignoring the pain shooting up his body, and tried to flee in the opposite direction.
A frustrated growl rumbled in the shadow's throat. Teeth bared, he ran in pursuit. With Red weakened, he caught up with ease and swung an arm to strike.
Red nearly fell over in an attempt to dodge, and pivoted the other way to keep running.
"Why won't you hit me? Stop running away!"
"Please… No more…"
The copy showed no mercy.
Where Red quietly concealed the pain as he limped, his copy shouted endlessly with unrestrained frustration. The entire mountain quaked from the guttural screams.
'
Eve! What am I supposed to do? I don't know what this thing is, but I'm not supposed to fight it, am I?' In desperation, Red called to Eve in his thoughts.
If this were a force to be fought, his partner would have sprung to action by now.
The Espeon's gem began to glow, and Red felt a warm sensation emanate through his body.
'…
Love?' he wondered.
Another scream rang out, piercing his ears. As far as Red was concerned, there was nothing to love here.
'
I don't understand -'
Distracted by his thoughts, Red left himself open. An oncoming blow knocked him sideways. He caught himself, just barely, and cried out in pain. There was no way he could keep running, not like this.
Through gritted teeth, Red spoke. "I won't fight you."
"W- Why…?" The crack in his shadow's familiar voice made Red look up. From the eyes that once held unbridled rage, tears poured to fizzle the fire. "Fight already. Fight for yourself."
He sunk to his knees, hands balled into trembling fists.
"We can't… live on the outside anymore."
Red recalled the view from inside the classroom, watching everyone play.
Red recalled the sight of Green's form getting smaller and smaller… more and more out of reach.
Red recalled the countless days spent on this mountain, feeling life pass him by.
He pressed his numb fingertips against the heat of his own cheeks and found them damp.
The copy curled inwards, choking through sobs.
Red wrapped his arms around him.
"These feelings… they're mine too." Even if he felt ashamed of them. "You're a part of me, aren't you?"
The shaking body in his arms gradually relaxed and leaned into his touch, the weight becoming lighter as their forms started to meld into one another.
《 ഡჩმԷ ᕷ𝜎 ሃ𝜎ป ሥმ𐒐Էᕈ 》
《 ഡჩმԷ ᕷ𝜎 ሃ𝜎ป ሥმ𐒐Է ጠ𝜎ᒋᕦ Էჩმ𐒐 მ𐒐ሃԷჩį𐒐ဌᕈ 》
"I hear you," said Red. "I'll tell Green the truth, I promise."
"You need to hurry," said the other Red.
"What do you mean?"
"Green is in danger."
Red stiffened, a chill washing over his whole body that made him shiver. "Where is he?"
"He's… at home..." he said, his voice becoming more faint and disjointed as his form faded away. "They're… fight…ing."
"Fighting…?"
But he was already gone.
Arcanine rushed over to Red's side, and Eve used her telekinesis to help her trainer get onto his back safely before hopping up to join him.
"Run as fast as you can, Arcanine!"
Unown transcripts:
"What do you want?"
"What do you want more than anything?"
"We see everything in your heart."
"What do you want more than anything?"
"What do you want?"
"What do you want more than anything?"