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The great speckled bird
Shepard Tones
Capelin can't say he's happy, but at least his routine is stable. Walk across the coast with Muskellunge--to the good fishing spot--and only return as it starts to get dark. The road is long.
Today, even longer.
Capelin can't say he's happy, but at least his routine is stable. Walk across the coast with Muskellunge--to the good fishing spot--and only return as it starts to get dark. The road is long.
Today, even longer.
CW: References to death and sex, light blood.
Sort of a weird take on a duo of pokemon discovering the existence of Mystery Dungeons. It's fairly self indulgent in terms of prose, but I really liked where it ended up so here we are.
Short little thing. Shouldn't be more than three chapters, each fairly short in and of themselves.
Sort of a weird take on a duo of pokemon discovering the existence of Mystery Dungeons. It's fairly self indulgent in terms of prose, but I really liked where it ended up so here we are.
Short little thing. Shouldn't be more than three chapters, each fairly short in and of themselves.
Part One
Past
Capelin’s fur smells like driftwood against his chin. Heat roils underneath his chest. The salt and sand and sawdust, too, and beyond, windows curtained up by heavy leather sheets. The sound of sea outside the door—creaking of the chandelier, the antlers, fishbones, tangled nets and shells. The darkness in his head unfogs. In an hour he’ll gum a half-baked sweet, let it cook halfway out his mouth and in the sunlight.
Good morning, he says to himself. And the room and to whatever’s happened outside. Repeat, repeat.
Good morning. Good morning. Good morning.
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The shopkeep is a kecleon. Rasbora. He had two hatchlings, both dead. It’s hard to imagine him crawling down from the attic above his shop, stumbling to his chair and settling his old bones there for the day. Every day. Repeat, repeat.
He does, though. And sometimes Capelin sits in the leaning shade of his home and watches. And sometimes Rasbora appears overwhelmed by a pair of empty chairs. Time is a swarm of mosquitoes around him. You can watch the blood drain out. And he seems like he's died on his chair looking off into the boiling sea and mouthing prayers and rubbing the salt from his cracking scales, long since unable to shift colour as they used to. He might get up and walk into the ocean one day. But not today.
Capelin always buys from Rasbora in the mornings. It's the closest shop. And he takes a space on the stools beside, leaning in the grassy alley between his shop and the other homes. Townsfolk come and go. Seafolk is not large. They have their wooden buildings and wooden walkways which creak eagerly whenever someone takes the chance to use them instead of trampling through desire paths carved through the tall grass growing wild through every available nook.
There’s a mailbird that alights atop the shop and drops stray letters onto the counter with all the grace of a rock tumbling down the cliffs and into the sea. It’s not his fault—nothing is anybody’s fault, really—but the clouds have crushed him. His feathers no longer sit in place evenly and the crisp line between blue and red and white has smeared into dulling gray tones. When Capelin’s eyes meet his, glazed and unfocused as everything else, Capelin must remind himself that he’s still a younger dewott. This is not his company. He takes his filled bag—bulging now with berries and rope, hooks, and nets and bait—and leaves.
He can only bear to look at them across town, when they’ve exploded in a shower of light and colour in the sun and might almost be beautiful, then, if only they stopped existing. It’s the reason Capelin never lets his kindness out. Not with pokemon like that. If he does, he fears they might finally keel over from the force of it.
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It’s incredible to watch the rain come down over Seafolk, kilometers off, on hills rolling over themselves like sloughs of gelatin fat piling under a cooking furnace.
A tiny wooden village sits there one moment.
The next, a gray streak of paint exits the clouds and destroys it. Capelin tries to pick the ticks off his fur as he watches.
Muskellunge is with him. Skinny twig of a leafeon. Paws always brown from the mud. She never carries anything and he has to slow her roll so she doesn’t eat up two hours of conversation topics in the first ten minutes of walking. What he hasn’t learned yet is that she only exhausts herself on the way back, when he lets her steal the shrimpier eels to chew on. Two hours of talking, two of chewing is a good day. If not for the slime and limp bits of flesh dripping from her muzzle by the end.
Capelin will never understand anyone who can’t keep themselves clean. Lucky he doesn't have to understand Muskellunge, only work with her. And make sure she doesn’t run off. Or roll down a hill and hurt herself, lost amidst the green.
Walking makes him feel old. Muskellunge, too, but she’s so skinny. Like a cub. Not quite grown in. His own aches are not quite as clear. Stopping is not an option. Then he might glaze over and become an object, lost like Rasbora in his own world. But he will never know what hurts unless he stops. Is it the hooks digging into his side? It wouldn’t be the first hook he’s caught—in the ear, the cheek, above the eye. Tearing out bits of flesh and fur and blood. Some folks do it on purpose, but he will never understand that, either.
Two hours of walking would tire anyone. Muskellunge takes about halfway, then they find a knoll to rest in. It’s dusty and short with grass, letting wildflowers creep up and out from little bundles of mismatched leaves. And cornflowers. The blue blends in with the ocean from Capelin’s angle. As Muskellunge flops over on a bundle of petal-shed poppy stems.
Capelin only really pays attention because he’s been here before. Mukellunge can take it easy; he opts to sit across the path, hidden in a nest of long grass.
Some ways in the past, a sailor zangoose made him feel like a woman on that knoll. And then they sat in their indents.
They were unable to be so in love so young. So said he. And left him sitting on that knoll.
Everything you love will destroy you. Capelin learns this in the between—after two throbbing, red-hearted machines of muscles and flesh rolled over each other in the grass, but before two thinking objects sat sadly in the wind and wondering what they’d just done.
Let's just move on, Muskellunge.
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A long time ago, the civilisation that destroyed itself to make room for Seafolk had a tradition. It’s something he heard from his father. He, himself, who was scarred and would neither forgive nor forget anything.
It’s what got him, eventually. Capelin said no and the samurott stared at him for a while. Then he left.
But before that he told stories.
They used to throw the children into the ocean right after they were born. The strong would survive. Or be battered to shore by relentless waves. Or not, and become among the sand and dried kelp and thousands of dead fish that washed up after heavy storms. Capelin would be one of the battered ones. If they did it these days, all the other hatchlings would drown.
And so the two hours pass by as they always do. Slowly, so slowly, then all at once in the end.
But then they keep passing. With no sundial or any timepieces like the ones Rasbora kept under the counter for mons with some coin to throw around, they relied on the sun.
And it hadn’t moved for quite some time.
He only noticed as the wind stilled.
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