Judging is currently underway for this year's contest, and while we wait for those results, it's a great time to give last year's stories one last hurrah! Whether you missed them last year or would just enjoy a reread of some old favorites, now's your chance to revisit some of the excellent submissions we had for 2021's "Friends and Partners" contest. To kick things off this week we're featuring 2021's third-place winner, "Ballast" by Wildboots! See below for links to where the story's been published, the judges' comments on it, and an interview with Wildboots about the process of writing it!
Interview With the Author
How was the writing process for this story? Did you find it challenging, or did things go pretty smoothly?
As is so often the case for me, it flowed pretty smoothly once I figured out the opening paragraphs. I usually write in order (except for when I realize after writing that another order would work better), so I just drafted a list of scenes I knew I'd need and went down the line. I initially expected it to be shorter ... which was foolishness because I also had a list of seven scenes to get through, haha.
Another thing that might be interesting to know about the writing of: I listened to
one album on repeat for weeks while I wrote it. (Link to Kinnship's Community album on Spotify.) I found out after the fact that they're a Christian band, which is oddly perfect, but I mostly liked that it's very relaxing--which is not the kind of music I normally write to, haha. There’s a track called “Featherlight,” fittingly enough, and the lyrics of a few others resonated with me. Christian rock so often just sounds like love songs, and when it didn’t, the themes of wrestling with spiritual questions were fitting for this story, too.
Despite not appearing in the story, Cass is perhaps the most important character. Was there anything you were hoping to show by contrasting the narrator's and Bonapisa's and reactions to her death, and how they'd related to her in life?
Jenna is very un-spiritual. Not only is the Arcean church hostile to her, but she's also skeptical of things she can't see. Bonapisa literally
is a spirit. She's connected to some things that Jenna isn't, both natural and supernatural; Jenna can't complete the task of spreading Cass's ashes on the lake without Bonapisa's understanding of both natural threats and the supernatural/spiritual connection to the beyond.
I think Jenna's evolving perspective (heh) on Bonapisa parallels Cass, who's in sort of a middle ground, too. She's not an outsider like Jenna, but she's more open-minded than her parents and she can recognize the good in a weird little ghost. She's a little caught in between, but she's also finding at least some value from both sides, and I think Jenna manages to by the end, too.
Beyond that, I think Jenna and Bonapisa actually respond similarly to Cass's death: they're both willing to undertake a journey and face some hostility to do this thing for their dead friend. They can't really communicate with each other, but they share an important priority.
Can you expand a bit on how you decided what Arcean worship might look like? How did you approach religion in a Pokémon context?
The idea of Arceus having a thousand arms despite being depicted as deer-like was an interesting puzzle for me. I imagined that in religious practice, the "arms" would be all of the types of pokemon in Its domain (a total of 16, with normal being separate and above/default and ghosts pushed outside) as well as the people who carry out Its will.
I was also thinking about "thousand" potentially being a stand-in for "big number/infinity." Bulbapedia points to the
Dharmachakra, which as a possible inspiration for the tangly arc ... thing in Arceus's design and is a symbol for reincarnation. Nothing says infinite to me like the cycle of life and death! I also had trouble imagining a heaven for humans created by a pokemon; if the devout serve Arceus, why would Arceus make a human-centered heaven? Reincarnation made more sense to me in the pokemon context than a Christian idea of life after death. I wanted something that evoked Catholicism partly because of the cathedral in Hearthome and partly because, like Jenna, I grew up in a very Christian community that made clear to me that I was not One of Them. But I didn't want it to be a simple copy-paste, either: the sources of power and the ways people justify having and holding power have to be different in a world that has
so many active gods.
Priests in rainbow robes have actually come up before in my fic Spring, which has a major character who's connected to Brass Tower and Ho-oh worship. It's such a nice image, the procession of colorful robes, the designation of "saints" and ambassadors to represents the elements. Humans are really into dividing things into categories to try to make meaning. The oddly specifics designations of Catholic saints is really, really interesting to me. Like, my boy St. Tryphon, who is here to meet both your wine and pest-management needs. Why not? The imagery in pokemon similarly evokes a lot of very weird, specific mystical stuff. The stories behind the Arcean saints are probably very weird and interesting all by themselves! Maybe I'll play with that more someday. Or maybe someone else will be inspired to take up that torch.
What made you choose drifblim to feature in this story?
I made a list of Sinnoh pokemon that interested me and then weighed my options. (Others I considered were carnivine, hippowdon, chatot, and abomasnow.) Drifblim won out for a few reasons.
1) Lately I've been really enjoying trying to explain what the actual fuck the weirder, more abstract pokemon are. Hi, porygon, solrock, probopass, and dhelmise, I love you.
2) Being able to fly and being kinda creepy both gave me some narrative utility. A drifblim can lift my protagonist out of trouble and it requires a change in perspective to be able love.
3) Who better to help a spirit of a dead person cross over than a flying ghost?
4) I just like it. It's always been one of my favorites from Gen 4.
Take a moment to plug your writing! If someone enjoyed this one-shot, what other stories of yours do you think they'd like?
Ballast encapsulates a lot of my repeated writing interests. Most of my work overlaps with the kinds of character dynamics, world-building, and scene-setting that are in this fic, but I'll highlight a few standouts.
The obvious fic to read after Ballast is definitely
Basic Mineral Components, which has a different answer to pokemon responding to grief and human funerary practices.
Training Data also heavily features a human-pokemon partnership, though the situation and tone are very different. Like Ballast, it concludes with a human realizing he's an idiot and that his pokemon knows best.
Spring is a longer fic and will likely remain unfinished, but it also has a lot to say about grief, loss, and making meaning from memory. Some commentary on pokemon world religion. Lots of camping and nature to enjoy, too.