On the last day, Dave took Mia for some hotdogs. Just like old times.
Mia squinted at the toppings and picked an inscrutable selection as usual. He wasn't really hungry but ordered one with everything anyway.
"So, uh," he began after they'd had a couple of bites in silence, sitting at the small table next to the stand, "what are your plans for when we're all gone?"
Mia thought for a moment, chewing. She'd casually transformed her scythe into a human hand to hold the hotdog, and after so long in a universe with only Pokémon it was an almost uncanny sight. "Rocky will still be around," she said. "So I can keep training with him. Although he also says he wants to travel to other universes."
Dave raised an eyebrow. "Well, maybe you can go with him to check out some other universes," he said, and then immediately regretted it. Mia and Rocky were not exactly the right people to keep each other in check.
"Maybe," Mia said. "It sounds like a lot of universes are similar to Cibus. That probably means people like battling in them. And I could see if there's a pattern in what kinds of universes there are. It would be interesting."
"Well, if you ever go to different universes, try to be careful."
"We're almost indestructible," Mia pointed out. "There aren't many things that could hurt us."
Dave sucked in a breath. "Well, in other universes, who the fuck knows what exists. Apparently the multiverse is full of evil creator gods with torture dimensions."
Mia nodded slowly. "It's weird that those exist. I don't think Rocky would want to go there, though."
He took another bite of his hotdog, watching her. "I told Sod-- Ionys to check on you," he said after a moment. "Just, make sure you're okay. If you do any universe-hopping, at least try to at least check back in with him in Cibus or Telum now and then, all right?"
Mia tilted her head. "Why? That doesn't sound like it would change anything. If I don't check in because I went to a universe where something killed me, then I'm already dead when he finds out."
Dave glanced away. "Well, maybe you're not dead yet. Maybe you're trapped."
"He probably couldn't even come to get me," she pressed. "He's tied to Maple, and she's a Voice of Life. They said normally Voices of Life can't go outside their universe."
He waved a paw in agitation. "I don't know. It's just a peace of mind thing."
Mia looked at him for a moment. "You're not going to remember anyway, though. And he wouldn't be able to tell you whether I checked in or not even if you could."
"Yeah, I
know, Mia," he snapped before looking away. "Fuck."
Her expression didn't even change; she didn't give a shit and never would. But still.
"Look, yeah, I
know you're looking forward to running around out there without
me or
him or anybody holding you back, and I'm never going to know if you run straight from here into a hell-dimension and get yourself killed, but just..." He stopped, took a breath. Jesus. "If you just let him know where you're going, and how long you're going to be there, he could talk to Joule or somebody if you don't show up, right? And you want to keep living. Having a backup plan is good for
living."
Mia didn't answer for a little while, frowning as she finished her hotdog. "I'm not looking forward to when you're gone," she said.
Dave looked at her, silent. Half of his hotdog was still lying on the table, the wrapping paper flapping in the cold breeze.
"I want you to be here," she said, annoyed, like it was obvious. "I didn't like it when you were dead and I don't want you to go now."
He blinked rapidly. "Mia, that's... I
can't stay here."
"I know," Mia said, eyes narrowed. "That doesn't mean I
want it. You were saying you thought I was looking forward to you being gone. That's
dumb."
Dave exhaled slowly, his throat tightening. "Okay. Yeah. Sorry."
He reached for his hotdog again and took a large bite, looking away.
"It is good to have a backup plan if I'm going to a universe where I could get killed," Mia said after a moment. "But it would have to be a real plan and not just telling him I'm alive sometimes. Maybe we can talk about it."
Dave nodded. The mouthful of hotdog wasn't helping much. He swallowed a few times, trying to make it go away.
"You went to therapy again," she said. "Did it fix your brain?"
He took a deep breath. "No," he said. "But it reminded me why I have to go home."
Mia frowned. "You already knew that."
"Yeah, but..." He stopped, looking at her. "I kind of
wanted to stay. Same way you want me to, even though it's not happening. But Jean needs me back home, and the others. And in the end, I mean, you're practically fucking invincible. You'll be fine without me." At least if she didn't go to any horrid death universes.
"Yes. That's why I knew you'd want to go back."
He just looked at her for a long moment. The blockage in his throat was back.
"I hope you do have a fucking blast without me when I'm gone," he managed at last.
"Probably. I like Cibus, and if I don't like a universe I'd just go back. I'm not going to die."
He cracked a smile despite everything, picking up the rest of his hotdog again. "Yeah. Sounds like a plan."
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