Nate didn't bother looking up when the door of the shed creaked open. "What, get bored or some shit?" he drawled, still focused on the battle playing over his badge.
"You need your stupid bow-tie." Nate did finally look up when the thing landed on the floorboards next to him.
"Oh, yeah, that's right. Some asshole ran off with all the fucking items. Great stuff right before a huge fucking battle."
Rocky scowled at him, standing in the doorway with one hand tight on the strap of their bag and his tail worming angrily behind. He stalked over to his bed and threw himself down with a thump that shook the whole shed, though most of that was the weight of the item bag hitting the floor.
"And how'd your little quest go, huh? Arceus all fucking saved?"
Rocky glared up at the ceiling, arms crossed over his chest. "It went great. Everybody liked my ideas. I bet we don't have to worry about anything now."
"Uh-huh."
"Except for
some people who went on like I was going to make people
more nervous by saying Arceus might need help. Or who wouldn't want to do anything because it somehow might ruin his stupid plan that they don't even know what it is."
"Honestly, at this point, I kind of wonder if his plan
is to die here, or, like, absorb the energy in that attack and ascend to a higher form or some shit. After how much he basically insisted there was no possible way he could get out of being hit."
"That's stupid. You saw how he looked when we visited him. He seemed really sad."
"Ain't stupid. What it is is paranoid." Nate frowned at his badge and poked the front button. "Only question is, is it paranoid
enough?"
Rocky scoffed and burrowed deeper into his pile of cushions. He lay with chin on one, hands flopped out in front of him, tail sprawling behind. He stared at a cool-looking rock he'd found down at the beach one day; there were more scattered around his bedding, plus colorful wrappers and bits of glass, a stuffed animal or two or whatever knickknack had caught his eye while out in Destiny Village. Some of his drawings were stuck to the wall overhead, pictures of members of Team Spectrum and the legends of Destiny Village, of scenes from his favorite television shows, of he and Nate together. They were definitely better than Nate's drawings. "Well?" he said when the silence had stretched on for what seemed like forever. "You're mad at me, aren't you? For running away?"
"No, I'm mad at you for sticking to me like glue for weeks and fucking
attacking me whenever I tried to leave. And lying about what was happening the entire goddamn time."
Rocky huffed, his tail drumming on the floorboards. "I had to do that," he said at last. "Otherwise you would have left."
"Damn straight I would have. If you didn't want that to happen, maybe you shouldn't have decided to turn into some guy who
tried to fucking kill me like at least twice."
Rocky scowled. "I'm trying to help you! But you're always mean to me. You liked me better when I was just a rock."
"Well, yeah, when you were just a rock you weren't going around acting like somebody I fucking hate."
"But you don't!" Rocky said, clenching his fists in frustration. Nate was still watching his badge, stonily indifferent. After a few seconds Rocky said, "You wish I turned into one of your pokémon instead, don't you?"
"Gee, I dunno, have you be someone I actually fucking
like? Nah, that sounds like bullshit, let's be that shapeshifting asshole instead." It would be strange having someone around who acted like someone on his team, who kinda looked like them, even, but definitely wasn't them. It might suck in its own way. But it would beat being annoyed out of his skin by the fucking
Freak following him across two entire fucking worlds.
He couldn't even feel totally mad at Rocky, who after all wasn't
really the same guy who'd gone and rearranged his internal organs that one time. Not to say he hadn't been a dick, but he wasn't
that much of a dick. Goddamn Cibus kept fucking with him like that. All these people he wanted to hate but couldn't feel good about hating, the Celebi and the fucking Mewtwo especially, since they weren't
actually the same assholes who'd fucked him over. Super fucking irritating.
Rocky was back to staring at his rock, slumped like he was tired. "You want to know why I decided to be Infernape?" he asked at last.
"Yeah, actually, I'm
super fucking curious what made you think that was such a genius idea."
"You have to promise not to be mad."
Nate actually looked up from his badge at that, giving Rocky a suspicious glare. "I'm already mad, asshole. Spill."
Rocky shifted around in his nest of cushions, not meeting the mudkip's gaze. Nate's expression only grew darker the longer he fidgeted, but even as the mudkip was actually opening his mouth, presumably to demand that he get on with it, he finally said, "I used your memories of infernape because they were better. Your pokémon would be too hard."
Nate squinted at him. "What the fuck do you mean
better? I got way better memories with the team than that piece of shit Freak."
"No, not good like that. I mean better, like, you know. Umm, easier to read? Not as faded? More... there?"
Rocky cringed in the silence that settled over the shed. "I am not," Nate said at last, "fucking forgetting about them."
Rocky curled in on himself miserably, stammering at the wall. "I mean, it's been a few years, of course you don't remember them as well now. Obviously you're not going to
forget them, I mean, definitely not all the way, but some things, you know... And obviously your memories of Infernape were a lot more recent, and you kept worrying about her all the time, so I thought it would be better for me to--"
"I ain't fucking forgetting about them!" Nate jumped up from his own pillow, pacing around his untidy bed. Rocky rolled over to watch him, apprehensive.
"Are you, um. It's going to be okay..."
"I need a fucking drink," Nate said darkly.
Rocky sat up. "Now? But we're going to face Joule in the morning. You need to sleep. We both need to rest. You know you don't have time--"
"I need a fucking drink!" Nate snarled. He turned and stormed off towards the door, and Rocky struggled to his feet, scattering cushions everywhere.
"Wait! Wait, you--"
"What, you think you're coming with me? I thought you fucking hated the bar. How about you use that newfound freedom of yours and
stay the fuck away from me?" Nate snarled, pulling the door open. Rocky hovered a moment, mouth open to protest, but the look Nate gave him was enough to keep him frozen. The mudkip left, and Rocky slumped back down amidst his bedding, tail curled miserably around his legs. He waited for a long time--it wasn't like he was about to go to sleep--but even well into the early morning, Nate didn't come back.
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