Prof. Gingko
Bug Catcher
- Pronouns
- They/Him
Blurb: Set 25 years after the great war, a brutal conflict instigated by a Pokemon known now as The High Chancellor, which pit near all Pokemon kind against humanity, Under A Fuchsia Sky shows us a world controlled by Pokemon. Three young adults - Crimson, Sage and Saphire - live under a violent, authoritarian regime where humans are second class citizens at best, and slaves at worst.
Under A Fuchsia Sky
Chapter One: The Gnarl Corn Company
It sat like a great tic on the land. A huge metal mass, convex and scaled, a draining, smoking incrusted scab. All around its bulk the veins that fed it reached out into the lush, green countryside; the hills and valleys, fields and forests, pierced by its groping tendrils, infested with the violent gnawing mouths of its machines, cried out, their words ash and chaff. Even the sky was not spared its noxious avarice, choked by the never-ending excretions that billowed from its vomitous chimneys. What once had been an eco-system was now just food for the beast; unyet processed product.
But the beast could not survive on its own. No, in truth, it was them that kept it alive: the slow, disorganised column of men and women, trudging to work in denim uniforms and red caps – employees of The Gnarl Corn Company.
The road from Pallet Town to the factory was long and rugged, flanked on either side by a row of trees that arched overhead. It felt more like a tunnel than a road, and on a day like this, Crimson was thankful for it. At least he had shade on his way to work. On top of that, these days, the factory road was one of the last places in the area that still had trees.
Trees reminded him of his father. He was going to build Crimson a treehouse. He had promised. But Crimson had been too small. And his father never got to see him grow up. Besides, there weren't trees left in his neighbourhood now.
The young man, still yearning for his father's promise, had reached the age of twenty one. He was tall, with tan skin and black hair, sharp features and broad shoulders; he would have been handsome were he not so worn out. His hands were so calloused they hurt to close in the winter. His face was so tired he had stopped looking in mirrors. His eyes had all but forgotten how to smile. But more than anything, he was running out of room for hate inside his heart. One of these days Crimson was sure he'd finally haemorrhage, and all the toxic bile he'd collected in his chest would seep out and kill him.
If he could take even one Pokemon with him when he did, it would be worth it.
So long as he got to watch it die first.
It wasn't long before he and the rest of the day shift arrived at the factory gates. They were just in time to see the unsatisfactory night shift workers being disciplined. Supervisor Edwina Gnarl, a nasty, fungus infected Venasaur with an inferiority complex, led the procession. Six employees, denim uniforms, red hats, resigned, sunken expressions, were shepherded into the yard by three Bulbasaurs. The guards snarled, baring sharp fangs between leathery lips.
"Come on! We haven't got all day!" snapped Edwina. "Tie them to the posts."
The Bulbasaurs took the workers over to four tall wooden poles in the middle of the yard. Rope hung from the top of each poll, and dry blood stained the entire area.
Edwina raised her petals and cleared her throat. "By binding yourselves you admit to your wrong doing and accept both morally and legally the punishment selected by The Gnarl Corn Company in response to your transgression."
The workers began to bind themselves.
Crimson heard a handful of distant, excited caws. He looked up and saw the Murkrows gathering on the roof of the factory, watching with glee.
He also saw her, the grand hag, the mother of cruelty, the founder and CEO of The Gnarl Corn Company; Morganna Gnarl stood on the balcony of her office, and filled the whole estate with her presence. The colossal Venasaur was as much wart as she was bloom, and as much bark as she was bite. Crimson could tell she was smoking her pipe; he could smell it from here. And in the summer sunlight he could see the five spoons she wore around her neck, glimmering.
In every speech he had ever heard her give she always made sure to mention the spoons: No other Pokemon in my battalion claimed as many spoons. It may be uncouth to take trophies from the dead, but it was a nasty war, we all know that; still, you didn't have to fight any of your own. That's the fact, the truth; it wasn't about Pokemon fighting humans, it was about building a better world. And some Pokemon… they didn't want that better world. They so arrogantly believed they knew better than everybody else. That's why I wear these every single day. To remind myself, to remind the world, that endurance, persistence, grit, outfight intellect every time. Thoughts can't weed a garden, or harvest a crop, or cut down a tree. These spoons are proof that I earned my place. Because every one of these once belonged to someone who would have let me live my life as a slave.
Word for word. Every. Single. Time.
Crimson snapped out of his reverie as the first vine lashed the first worker. Each Bulbasaur took two humans, and at steady pace, they whipped them.
Edwina barked at the day shift to move along, and thankfully the screaming didn't start until after Crimson was inside.
The day went on as normal: pull the lever put the lid on the can, pull the lever put the lid on the can, pull the lever put the lid on the can. By midday Crimson found himself daydreaming. He remembered the stories his father had told him, stories about the war. Crimson would never forget the picture his father had painted of the day it started – the day the sky turned fuchsia.
His dad had told him the story so many times. It was one of Crimson's favourites.
The first city they attacked was Vermillion. His lived there at the time, and it was just another day until everything went pink. Water pipes burst, electrical systems shorted, bricks and beams and tarmac started cracking violently. And then the voices came. Everyone began to hear voices, telling them to surrender, to atone for their sins, to accept how the world really should be. That's when they attacked. Not just the invading shock troops, but people's own companions; Pokemon who had been friends with human's for decades murdered their neighbours, their partners, their entire community.
His dad had claimed he owed his life that day to an old army buddy whose Pokemon stayed loyal. But most were not so lucky. Half the city's human population was killed over the next five days. And those orders came from the top. Crimson's father claimed it was there itself, leading the assault, he claimed he saw it – the Pokemon who was now High Chancellor.
Crimson heard his father's voice: The old legends say that it was the first thing the gods ever made, entrusted with the protection of the world. I know some people believe the gods have abandoned us, or are the ones really behind it all, but that's not true. The look in its eyes son, I could tell it had slaughtered them. Before it came for us it went after the gods, and it slaughtered them.
His mother had always hated when he said that, claimed the High Chancellor had killed the gods. She said talk like that would get him taken away. She was right in the end. He was telling Crimson that story when the ghosts entered the house.
At lunch time Crimson sat talking to Jeremy, as they ate stale cheese sandwiches. He had known Jeremy since school, and had never tired of his company. Jeremy was a slight and pale man, wiry and constantly moving. But today something heavy hung over him.
"Do you ever think…" began Jeremy.
"It happens on occasion, but I try not to make a habit of it," responded Crimson.
"No, I mean… Do you ever think, like, fuck this, just fuck it all. Like really, really, fuck this whole thing forever."
"That is what plays on a loop in my head whenever I have a moment of self-awareness."
Jeremy didn't even smile. Instead, he gripped his sandwich so hard it began to fall apart. "Let's just go."
"What try and get sent home sick? Break a hand in the conveyor belt?"
"No, man! Let's just leave this whole fuckin place. This job, this factory, this town, this fucking farm."
Crimson's eyes widened, swelling with visible fear. "Don't."
Jeremy pushed his broken sandwich onto the floor. "Don't what?"
"Just don't." Crimson offered Jeremy the rest of his sandwich. "It's not even worth discussing."
Jeremy declined his friend's offer of still structurally sound food. "It isn't impossible."
"There is an Ivysaur Supervisor in every sector of the estate. There must be at least a hundred Poochyena patrolling the fields and villages at all times. Then there's the fucking Murkrows, and they fucking love their jobs. You would be making their fucking year giving them an excuse to track you down, beat the shit out of you, and drag you back like a side of meat on the world's most sadistic hook." Crimson anxiously pulled the cheese from what was left of his sandwich and began tearing it apart. "And even if, somehow – through an escape plan so perfect and a lucky streak so specific it'd make even your mother proud – if somehow, you dodge all of them… Morganna will send Noxos after you." Crimson glared at his friend with all the trauma his eyes could contain. "Do you not remember?"
"I remember-"
"September 16th 2012, we show up to work, and what do we find, in the middle of the courtyard, for everyone to see, William Brooks, dead, covered in black slime so foul they had to carry him home by tying a rope to his boot and dragging him. It would have been horrible enough to think what dragging him home would do to his body, but we didn't really have to concern ourselves with that as most of his skin had already been melted off." Crimson sighed, he could feel tears welling up in his eyes. "He didn't have any teeth, Jeremy. Noxos had dissolved his teeth. It treated him, William Brooks, the man who ran the drama club for kids, who remembered everyone's birthdays, had a wife, three kids, made the best fucking apple pie I have ever tasted, and taught my sister to play the trumpet, like a fucking weed, like a patch of mould, like… like nothing."
"I know, Crim."
Crimson reached over and put his hand on Jeremy's arm. "He drowned, Jeremy. He drowned as his skin melted and his eyes ruptured and his teeth dissolved, inside a pool of toxic waste that could feel it as it happened. Can you imagine that, Jeremy? Can you imagine, knowing, as it happens, that this fucking toxic sludge is choosing to kill you in the most horrific way imaginable. Just because it can. Because you're fucking nothing to it. Because Morganna wanted to make an example out of you." Crimson pulled away, took off his cap and ran a hand through his hair. "Working here is miserable. I was made to sign a contract, of which I have another 24 years, that I was too young to understand, and would have probably starved without accepting. By the time I'm done I'm gonna be too old, too beat up and still too poor to do anything but just come back. But I would rather die slow and sad, holding onto the days off they give me, a pint of beer at the pub, a few good friends and the chance to get laid every now and again, than die trying to scream with my lungs full of sentient corrosives."
Crimson could see that his speech hadn't worked; the weight that pressed down on his friend was too heavy for a gentle touch to lift, too senseless for any word to unravel, too dark for any colour to embellish. "I'm not as strong as you, Crim."
"Don't say that, Jeremy. Please."
"I think I'm gonna snap… and I'd rather snap running than snap like… well like Brooks' wife."
"Charlotte."
"What?"
"Her name was Charlotte."
The rest of the day passed without consequence. Still, Crimson could not shake off the unease that had slowly spread, like damp, like dogma, through his body and his mind, crowning doubt and changing comfort to disgust. Dread, larval and well hidden, squirmed in the deepest reaches of his soul, feeding on the rot he chose to ignore, preparing to mature. And paranoia, having crawled from some crack in the ceiling, sniffing for a meal to haul back to the attic, was stalking him.
He kept locking gazes with the Bulbasaurs. When he did, he could not help but express panic. He was sure they were getting suspicious. As far as he remembered no one had ever been punished for talking about leaving. No one had ever managed to leave. So why would the Pokemon care if people talked about it. But if they thought Jeremy might actually try, if they thought Crimson would go with him, they might decide to nip the issue at the bud.
Crimson had a family history of seditious behaviour. Like father like son, he could hear Morganna saying, as she put down the phone, calling in the ghosts to vanish another troublemaker.
On top of all that… what if Jeremy got himself killed? Crimson didn't know if he could handle that; showing up to work to find his oldest friend covered in slime and half digested, or torn apart, or flattened by the force of his own fall; he could still hear Jade Krieger's scream after the Murkrow just dropped her. They said it was an accident.
Eventually Crimson found himself at home. His mother was asleep, which he expected. She's had a few good days recently, managing to stay awake for about seven hours each time. But after every good stint she inevitably crashed again. She wasn't alone. At least six people in Pallet town had the sleeping sickness. The same number of people who had vanished in the last ten years.
It wasn't just his father who the ghosts had taken, not really.
After heating up a can of soup which was mostly corn, Crimson took it to the porch and smoked a cigarette as it cooled.
Pallet Town was a company town, just like all the other towns in the area. The store was owned by Gnarl, the doctor was owned by Gnarl, the pub was owned by Gnarl, and of course even the school was owned by Gnarl. His mother had told him that before the war Pallet Town was a really lovely place, that is had character. It still had character, but that character was a crooked, decaying, unwashed conman. She had explained that most of the buildings used to be made of stone, but a lot were destroyed during the war; others were dismantled and sold for parts when Gnarl moved in. Now all that was left was flimsy, drafty, glorified shacks built from the trees that used to cover the area.
"Crimson!" yelled a familiar voice, cracked and slurred, and reeking of booze. An elderly man in a dirty brown coat, holding a bottle of whiskey in one hand and plastic bag full of garbage in the other, trundled towards him. He was unwashed, bruised and incredibly drunk, but he was kind, he was even wise if you actually spoke to him. Crimson had never believed his claims that he used to be a scientist, but only last year he had learned from his mother it was true.
"Hi Oak, how are you?"
"I'm still here. Living proof the human body will run on just about anything."
"But mostly whiskey."
Oak gave a hoarse, earnest laugh. "Yeah, mostly whiskey." Oak sat down next to Crimson and did a small, expectant wiggle. "You got one of those for your old pal Oak?"
Crimson smiled and rolled his eyes. He took out the packet and gave it to the old man. "Keep it."
"Oh, my boy! You are a gentleman and a scholar. You are a true pillar of the community. An individual of value and merit." Oak took out a cigarette. "You don't happen to have a lighter do you?"
Crimson gave the old man his lighter.
"You seem dour," mumbled Oak with a cigarette in his mouth. "Tell Uncle Oak your problem and I shall do my best to solve it. I was a scientist once, you know. Before we can do anything, first we must understand. That's what I say."
Crimson had heard Oak say that more times than he could recall. He always said it like he was telling you for the first time. It might have been the alcohol or his age, and it probably was both to a certain extent, but Crimson also believed Oak just loved saying it. It probably reminded him of better times. What was more tragic: that Crimson had no memories of a world before this nightmare, or that Oak was constantly chasing his?
What did it matter, they were both stuck here, memories or no.
"I think Jeremy might try to leave."
"Ah." The old man nodded solemnly and took a long drag on his cigarette. "Some you can't keep safe so long as they are unhappy."
Crimson cocked an eyebrow, "What?"
"Well," began the old man before pausing to take a slug of whiskey. "Oh, how rude of me. Would you like some?"
Crimson could think of no reason not to. "Thanks."
"So… err… what was I saying?" Oak scratched the grey mess of grese and knot that was his hair. "Oh yes. Not all of us are built for endurance. Some of us are sprinters. And a sprinter will run into a wall if it's the only direction available."
Crimson stared quizzically at the old man. "Right?"
"Or…" Oak repositioned himself. "Not all of us value life above ideas. And the dreamers will risk it all for a chance at discovery, or destroy themselves in the planning of it. Or destroy themselves in the defining of it. Or give up on life if they cannot have what they imagine."
"I'm still not quite sure you-"
Oak snapped his fingers, dropping his cigarette and then cursing. He hurriedly lit another. "We do not all make the same choices. But we must make them regardless. The world will offer you choices- No, it will force them upon you. It won't let you move on until you've made them. And we will argue forever about which choice is the best one; perhaps we will never understand why someone else would not choose what we chose. I like blue, you see, you might like red, or green or even yellow, and that's just that." Oak took the bottle back and gulped without wincing. "We must carry our choices, watch as they grow and evolve, help us win and let us down, see how they work with our other choices, and in time we take the ones we think make us our strongest selves, and we have them do battle with the things we had no say in. We are all trainers and collectors in this little game, and we play to win, but winning does not mean the same thing to everyone. But the game is the same." The old man placed a hand on Crimson's shoulder. He lent in a little closer and looked into his eyes with a consideration so utterly lacking in pretence it made pain seem unworthy of emphasis. "Your friend may choose to try and leave. But he had to choose something. He woke up in this world and it made him choose. He is playing the same game as you. You cannot make him play it the way you do."
Crimson began to cry. "But what if he gets killed?"
"But what if he gets away?"
"No one ever gets away."
Oak sighed and looked up at the night sky. "No one knows what's in the tall grass until someone checks." Taking a long drag, the old man stood up. "Trust me when I say this, Crimson. Things change." He picked up his whiskey bottle, and cracked a smile so desperately trying to survive it no longer remembered where it came from. "I sometimes wish I had chosen hope instead of fear, even if it had killed me. I should have got blue, I wanted blue, but all my friends were getting red."
The old man began to stumble away. "Look after yourself, Oak."
"Always have done…" replied the old man.
Crimson picked up his soup and began to eat. At least one thing Oak had said was irrefutably true: things change. He had never known a different way of things, but enough people who remembered had told him, and he trusted them; there was a time before the Pokemon controlled everything, maybe one day they won't anymore. But it wasn't that simple. It was easy for a Pokemon to beat a human, but the other way around…
Then again, he had been told not all the Pokemon sided with the High Chancellor. There was even one species, as Morganna loved to remind everyone, who all without exception fought to protect humans during the war. But they were gone now. The High Chancellor made sure to exterminate them. Every last one. All that was left of them now were the grotesque trophies worn by war criminals – the spoons.
It would have been nice, thought Crimson, to have whoever those spoons belonged to. But things change, and some things can never be gotten back after they have.
Under A Fuchsia Sky
Chapter One: The Gnarl Corn Company
It sat like a great tic on the land. A huge metal mass, convex and scaled, a draining, smoking incrusted scab. All around its bulk the veins that fed it reached out into the lush, green countryside; the hills and valleys, fields and forests, pierced by its groping tendrils, infested with the violent gnawing mouths of its machines, cried out, their words ash and chaff. Even the sky was not spared its noxious avarice, choked by the never-ending excretions that billowed from its vomitous chimneys. What once had been an eco-system was now just food for the beast; unyet processed product.
But the beast could not survive on its own. No, in truth, it was them that kept it alive: the slow, disorganised column of men and women, trudging to work in denim uniforms and red caps – employees of The Gnarl Corn Company.
The road from Pallet Town to the factory was long and rugged, flanked on either side by a row of trees that arched overhead. It felt more like a tunnel than a road, and on a day like this, Crimson was thankful for it. At least he had shade on his way to work. On top of that, these days, the factory road was one of the last places in the area that still had trees.
Trees reminded him of his father. He was going to build Crimson a treehouse. He had promised. But Crimson had been too small. And his father never got to see him grow up. Besides, there weren't trees left in his neighbourhood now.
The young man, still yearning for his father's promise, had reached the age of twenty one. He was tall, with tan skin and black hair, sharp features and broad shoulders; he would have been handsome were he not so worn out. His hands were so calloused they hurt to close in the winter. His face was so tired he had stopped looking in mirrors. His eyes had all but forgotten how to smile. But more than anything, he was running out of room for hate inside his heart. One of these days Crimson was sure he'd finally haemorrhage, and all the toxic bile he'd collected in his chest would seep out and kill him.
If he could take even one Pokemon with him when he did, it would be worth it.
So long as he got to watch it die first.
It wasn't long before he and the rest of the day shift arrived at the factory gates. They were just in time to see the unsatisfactory night shift workers being disciplined. Supervisor Edwina Gnarl, a nasty, fungus infected Venasaur with an inferiority complex, led the procession. Six employees, denim uniforms, red hats, resigned, sunken expressions, were shepherded into the yard by three Bulbasaurs. The guards snarled, baring sharp fangs between leathery lips.
"Come on! We haven't got all day!" snapped Edwina. "Tie them to the posts."
The Bulbasaurs took the workers over to four tall wooden poles in the middle of the yard. Rope hung from the top of each poll, and dry blood stained the entire area.
Edwina raised her petals and cleared her throat. "By binding yourselves you admit to your wrong doing and accept both morally and legally the punishment selected by The Gnarl Corn Company in response to your transgression."
The workers began to bind themselves.
Crimson heard a handful of distant, excited caws. He looked up and saw the Murkrows gathering on the roof of the factory, watching with glee.
He also saw her, the grand hag, the mother of cruelty, the founder and CEO of The Gnarl Corn Company; Morganna Gnarl stood on the balcony of her office, and filled the whole estate with her presence. The colossal Venasaur was as much wart as she was bloom, and as much bark as she was bite. Crimson could tell she was smoking her pipe; he could smell it from here. And in the summer sunlight he could see the five spoons she wore around her neck, glimmering.
In every speech he had ever heard her give she always made sure to mention the spoons: No other Pokemon in my battalion claimed as many spoons. It may be uncouth to take trophies from the dead, but it was a nasty war, we all know that; still, you didn't have to fight any of your own. That's the fact, the truth; it wasn't about Pokemon fighting humans, it was about building a better world. And some Pokemon… they didn't want that better world. They so arrogantly believed they knew better than everybody else. That's why I wear these every single day. To remind myself, to remind the world, that endurance, persistence, grit, outfight intellect every time. Thoughts can't weed a garden, or harvest a crop, or cut down a tree. These spoons are proof that I earned my place. Because every one of these once belonged to someone who would have let me live my life as a slave.
Word for word. Every. Single. Time.
Crimson snapped out of his reverie as the first vine lashed the first worker. Each Bulbasaur took two humans, and at steady pace, they whipped them.
Edwina barked at the day shift to move along, and thankfully the screaming didn't start until after Crimson was inside.
The day went on as normal: pull the lever put the lid on the can, pull the lever put the lid on the can, pull the lever put the lid on the can. By midday Crimson found himself daydreaming. He remembered the stories his father had told him, stories about the war. Crimson would never forget the picture his father had painted of the day it started – the day the sky turned fuchsia.
His dad had told him the story so many times. It was one of Crimson's favourites.
The first city they attacked was Vermillion. His lived there at the time, and it was just another day until everything went pink. Water pipes burst, electrical systems shorted, bricks and beams and tarmac started cracking violently. And then the voices came. Everyone began to hear voices, telling them to surrender, to atone for their sins, to accept how the world really should be. That's when they attacked. Not just the invading shock troops, but people's own companions; Pokemon who had been friends with human's for decades murdered their neighbours, their partners, their entire community.
His dad had claimed he owed his life that day to an old army buddy whose Pokemon stayed loyal. But most were not so lucky. Half the city's human population was killed over the next five days. And those orders came from the top. Crimson's father claimed it was there itself, leading the assault, he claimed he saw it – the Pokemon who was now High Chancellor.
Crimson heard his father's voice: The old legends say that it was the first thing the gods ever made, entrusted with the protection of the world. I know some people believe the gods have abandoned us, or are the ones really behind it all, but that's not true. The look in its eyes son, I could tell it had slaughtered them. Before it came for us it went after the gods, and it slaughtered them.
His mother had always hated when he said that, claimed the High Chancellor had killed the gods. She said talk like that would get him taken away. She was right in the end. He was telling Crimson that story when the ghosts entered the house.
At lunch time Crimson sat talking to Jeremy, as they ate stale cheese sandwiches. He had known Jeremy since school, and had never tired of his company. Jeremy was a slight and pale man, wiry and constantly moving. But today something heavy hung over him.
"Do you ever think…" began Jeremy.
"It happens on occasion, but I try not to make a habit of it," responded Crimson.
"No, I mean… Do you ever think, like, fuck this, just fuck it all. Like really, really, fuck this whole thing forever."
"That is what plays on a loop in my head whenever I have a moment of self-awareness."
Jeremy didn't even smile. Instead, he gripped his sandwich so hard it began to fall apart. "Let's just go."
"What try and get sent home sick? Break a hand in the conveyor belt?"
"No, man! Let's just leave this whole fuckin place. This job, this factory, this town, this fucking farm."
Crimson's eyes widened, swelling with visible fear. "Don't."
Jeremy pushed his broken sandwich onto the floor. "Don't what?"
"Just don't." Crimson offered Jeremy the rest of his sandwich. "It's not even worth discussing."
Jeremy declined his friend's offer of still structurally sound food. "It isn't impossible."
"There is an Ivysaur Supervisor in every sector of the estate. There must be at least a hundred Poochyena patrolling the fields and villages at all times. Then there's the fucking Murkrows, and they fucking love their jobs. You would be making their fucking year giving them an excuse to track you down, beat the shit out of you, and drag you back like a side of meat on the world's most sadistic hook." Crimson anxiously pulled the cheese from what was left of his sandwich and began tearing it apart. "And even if, somehow – through an escape plan so perfect and a lucky streak so specific it'd make even your mother proud – if somehow, you dodge all of them… Morganna will send Noxos after you." Crimson glared at his friend with all the trauma his eyes could contain. "Do you not remember?"
"I remember-"
"September 16th 2012, we show up to work, and what do we find, in the middle of the courtyard, for everyone to see, William Brooks, dead, covered in black slime so foul they had to carry him home by tying a rope to his boot and dragging him. It would have been horrible enough to think what dragging him home would do to his body, but we didn't really have to concern ourselves with that as most of his skin had already been melted off." Crimson sighed, he could feel tears welling up in his eyes. "He didn't have any teeth, Jeremy. Noxos had dissolved his teeth. It treated him, William Brooks, the man who ran the drama club for kids, who remembered everyone's birthdays, had a wife, three kids, made the best fucking apple pie I have ever tasted, and taught my sister to play the trumpet, like a fucking weed, like a patch of mould, like… like nothing."
"I know, Crim."
Crimson reached over and put his hand on Jeremy's arm. "He drowned, Jeremy. He drowned as his skin melted and his eyes ruptured and his teeth dissolved, inside a pool of toxic waste that could feel it as it happened. Can you imagine that, Jeremy? Can you imagine, knowing, as it happens, that this fucking toxic sludge is choosing to kill you in the most horrific way imaginable. Just because it can. Because you're fucking nothing to it. Because Morganna wanted to make an example out of you." Crimson pulled away, took off his cap and ran a hand through his hair. "Working here is miserable. I was made to sign a contract, of which I have another 24 years, that I was too young to understand, and would have probably starved without accepting. By the time I'm done I'm gonna be too old, too beat up and still too poor to do anything but just come back. But I would rather die slow and sad, holding onto the days off they give me, a pint of beer at the pub, a few good friends and the chance to get laid every now and again, than die trying to scream with my lungs full of sentient corrosives."
Crimson could see that his speech hadn't worked; the weight that pressed down on his friend was too heavy for a gentle touch to lift, too senseless for any word to unravel, too dark for any colour to embellish. "I'm not as strong as you, Crim."
"Don't say that, Jeremy. Please."
"I think I'm gonna snap… and I'd rather snap running than snap like… well like Brooks' wife."
"Charlotte."
"What?"
"Her name was Charlotte."
The rest of the day passed without consequence. Still, Crimson could not shake off the unease that had slowly spread, like damp, like dogma, through his body and his mind, crowning doubt and changing comfort to disgust. Dread, larval and well hidden, squirmed in the deepest reaches of his soul, feeding on the rot he chose to ignore, preparing to mature. And paranoia, having crawled from some crack in the ceiling, sniffing for a meal to haul back to the attic, was stalking him.
He kept locking gazes with the Bulbasaurs. When he did, he could not help but express panic. He was sure they were getting suspicious. As far as he remembered no one had ever been punished for talking about leaving. No one had ever managed to leave. So why would the Pokemon care if people talked about it. But if they thought Jeremy might actually try, if they thought Crimson would go with him, they might decide to nip the issue at the bud.
Crimson had a family history of seditious behaviour. Like father like son, he could hear Morganna saying, as she put down the phone, calling in the ghosts to vanish another troublemaker.
On top of all that… what if Jeremy got himself killed? Crimson didn't know if he could handle that; showing up to work to find his oldest friend covered in slime and half digested, or torn apart, or flattened by the force of his own fall; he could still hear Jade Krieger's scream after the Murkrow just dropped her. They said it was an accident.
Eventually Crimson found himself at home. His mother was asleep, which he expected. She's had a few good days recently, managing to stay awake for about seven hours each time. But after every good stint she inevitably crashed again. She wasn't alone. At least six people in Pallet town had the sleeping sickness. The same number of people who had vanished in the last ten years.
It wasn't just his father who the ghosts had taken, not really.
After heating up a can of soup which was mostly corn, Crimson took it to the porch and smoked a cigarette as it cooled.
Pallet Town was a company town, just like all the other towns in the area. The store was owned by Gnarl, the doctor was owned by Gnarl, the pub was owned by Gnarl, and of course even the school was owned by Gnarl. His mother had told him that before the war Pallet Town was a really lovely place, that is had character. It still had character, but that character was a crooked, decaying, unwashed conman. She had explained that most of the buildings used to be made of stone, but a lot were destroyed during the war; others were dismantled and sold for parts when Gnarl moved in. Now all that was left was flimsy, drafty, glorified shacks built from the trees that used to cover the area.
"Crimson!" yelled a familiar voice, cracked and slurred, and reeking of booze. An elderly man in a dirty brown coat, holding a bottle of whiskey in one hand and plastic bag full of garbage in the other, trundled towards him. He was unwashed, bruised and incredibly drunk, but he was kind, he was even wise if you actually spoke to him. Crimson had never believed his claims that he used to be a scientist, but only last year he had learned from his mother it was true.
"Hi Oak, how are you?"
"I'm still here. Living proof the human body will run on just about anything."
"But mostly whiskey."
Oak gave a hoarse, earnest laugh. "Yeah, mostly whiskey." Oak sat down next to Crimson and did a small, expectant wiggle. "You got one of those for your old pal Oak?"
Crimson smiled and rolled his eyes. He took out the packet and gave it to the old man. "Keep it."
"Oh, my boy! You are a gentleman and a scholar. You are a true pillar of the community. An individual of value and merit." Oak took out a cigarette. "You don't happen to have a lighter do you?"
Crimson gave the old man his lighter.
"You seem dour," mumbled Oak with a cigarette in his mouth. "Tell Uncle Oak your problem and I shall do my best to solve it. I was a scientist once, you know. Before we can do anything, first we must understand. That's what I say."
Crimson had heard Oak say that more times than he could recall. He always said it like he was telling you for the first time. It might have been the alcohol or his age, and it probably was both to a certain extent, but Crimson also believed Oak just loved saying it. It probably reminded him of better times. What was more tragic: that Crimson had no memories of a world before this nightmare, or that Oak was constantly chasing his?
What did it matter, they were both stuck here, memories or no.
"I think Jeremy might try to leave."
"Ah." The old man nodded solemnly and took a long drag on his cigarette. "Some you can't keep safe so long as they are unhappy."
Crimson cocked an eyebrow, "What?"
"Well," began the old man before pausing to take a slug of whiskey. "Oh, how rude of me. Would you like some?"
Crimson could think of no reason not to. "Thanks."
"So… err… what was I saying?" Oak scratched the grey mess of grese and knot that was his hair. "Oh yes. Not all of us are built for endurance. Some of us are sprinters. And a sprinter will run into a wall if it's the only direction available."
Crimson stared quizzically at the old man. "Right?"
"Or…" Oak repositioned himself. "Not all of us value life above ideas. And the dreamers will risk it all for a chance at discovery, or destroy themselves in the planning of it. Or destroy themselves in the defining of it. Or give up on life if they cannot have what they imagine."
"I'm still not quite sure you-"
Oak snapped his fingers, dropping his cigarette and then cursing. He hurriedly lit another. "We do not all make the same choices. But we must make them regardless. The world will offer you choices- No, it will force them upon you. It won't let you move on until you've made them. And we will argue forever about which choice is the best one; perhaps we will never understand why someone else would not choose what we chose. I like blue, you see, you might like red, or green or even yellow, and that's just that." Oak took the bottle back and gulped without wincing. "We must carry our choices, watch as they grow and evolve, help us win and let us down, see how they work with our other choices, and in time we take the ones we think make us our strongest selves, and we have them do battle with the things we had no say in. We are all trainers and collectors in this little game, and we play to win, but winning does not mean the same thing to everyone. But the game is the same." The old man placed a hand on Crimson's shoulder. He lent in a little closer and looked into his eyes with a consideration so utterly lacking in pretence it made pain seem unworthy of emphasis. "Your friend may choose to try and leave. But he had to choose something. He woke up in this world and it made him choose. He is playing the same game as you. You cannot make him play it the way you do."
Crimson began to cry. "But what if he gets killed?"
"But what if he gets away?"
"No one ever gets away."
Oak sighed and looked up at the night sky. "No one knows what's in the tall grass until someone checks." Taking a long drag, the old man stood up. "Trust me when I say this, Crimson. Things change." He picked up his whiskey bottle, and cracked a smile so desperately trying to survive it no longer remembered where it came from. "I sometimes wish I had chosen hope instead of fear, even if it had killed me. I should have got blue, I wanted blue, but all my friends were getting red."
The old man began to stumble away. "Look after yourself, Oak."
"Always have done…" replied the old man.
Crimson picked up his soup and began to eat. At least one thing Oak had said was irrefutably true: things change. He had never known a different way of things, but enough people who remembered had told him, and he trusted them; there was a time before the Pokemon controlled everything, maybe one day they won't anymore. But it wasn't that simple. It was easy for a Pokemon to beat a human, but the other way around…
Then again, he had been told not all the Pokemon sided with the High Chancellor. There was even one species, as Morganna loved to remind everyone, who all without exception fought to protect humans during the war. But they were gone now. The High Chancellor made sure to exterminate them. Every last one. All that was left of them now were the grotesque trophies worn by war criminals – the spoons.
It would have been nice, thought Crimson, to have whoever those spoons belonged to. But things change, and some things can never be gotten back after they have.